#fanstasy

── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ────

“Boo.” Whispered a deep, rumbling, teasing voice from behind you with a dark presence. 

You let out a natural scream, because what the fuck? But then a large, cold, pale, slender hand covered your mouth with inhumane speed before the sound could omit.

They spoke again, voice much softer, more grounding, attempting to calm you down after almost startling you to death.

“Darling chillax, its just me.” The strange person turned your body around so you could face them fully. Wow, there he finally was, Jungkook. The man you've been waiting months for. Waiting for every night in the punishing cold of Bora town since that day . Jungkook’s hair was a little longer, eyes more brown, smirk a little more cocky and body  more slim, but he was still the same Jungkook you fell for. Your initial reaction was shocked, surprised, maybe hopeful, but the emotion that soon arose was pure rage. You didn't know how to express the anger into words, so you just stared at him. Unfortunately, Jungkook wasn't that good at reading the room.

“Did you miss me? Don't say you forgot me already!” He smiled with his cute bunny smile, the one whenever he hid his fangs from you. He thought this was a joke, but you weren't playing at all.

“What?” You asked coldly. “Uh, why the long face? Did something happen? I missed you so much, My Darling-”

“Youre such a liar. Jungkook, if you really missed me you would have came back sooner. You're such a piece of shit.”

Jungkook's smile quickly turned into shock, then hurt, and then a small frown. “I- uhm…”

“Where the fuck even were you?” You snapped. Nobody dared to ever snap at Jungkook, but you were the only one who could do so with nothing bad in return.

“I was gardening. I got you these.” He assured you quickly as he pulled your favorite flowers from his back pocket. He got down on one knee and presented them to you with a desperate expression. You remained sat on the cold floor.

“I dont fucking want these!” You slapped them out of his hand. Jungkook flinched. “Who the hell gardens for 6 months??”

“I wasn't just gardening, My-” You cut him off before he could say the term of endearment. “Then what were you doing, Jungkook??” You nagged, glaring at him with a cold stare. Jungkook paused and then sighed, muttering guiltily, “I was looking for ways to become human. Or ways to make you a vampire. I want us to be together so I don't need to take breaks away from you anymore. I am so sorry.”

You took a deep breath, then pushed your anger aside. You were only angry because you missed him, and you had this nagging fear in your head every time he left, 

ᵂᵃˢ ʰᵉ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶜᵒᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ?

Plus, none of this was anyone's fault. It was the laws of vampire nature. Jungkook needed these breaks to protect you, not leave you. He couldn't control what he is and it makes sense why he has been searching for ways for them to be together, the “normal way.” 

Mdi…or scroll past to ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ

You calmed down and hugged him tightly, like the world would end if you let go. His body relaxed and he quickly hugged you back, not too tight to crush you, but tight enough to let you know that he was not letting go, ever. Jungkook gently kissed the top of your head as his arms wrapped around your body like a warm blanket. Due to being a vampire, his body had a lack of heat, but when he was with you he felt warm. He tilted your head up so he could look into your eyes. His deep brown eyes met with yours, he saw nothing but beauty when it came to you. He needed to be with you forever, he needed you. And your blood- No.

Thankfully his thoughts were interrupted once you kissed him. He quickly deepened the kiss, his tongue frantically exploring yours as he tasted you. He grabbed the back of your head to tilt your head back, giving him more access. He was strong, he could probably break your head open if he wanted, but he was forever gentle with your body, making sure his strength would never harm you.

He let out a small whimper when he felt you grind against him, your shorts rising with every movement. He closed his eyes because, goodness you were so sexy. A whimper unwillingly slipped out from his soft lips, “Mhm~ baby, please.” His mind wondered how you would taste under his tongue, how tight you would feel around him and how your warm blood-, no, body would be when he was in you. He hardened at the thought and you could definitely feel it too. It was very thick, warm, and very noticeable, which only encouraged you to grind harder. 

“Mhf, J-Jagiya!” He moaned out. You pushed him down on the floor and climbed on top of him, legs caging him in as you straddled him. His hands automatically came to grip your waist like it was the only thing grounding him, he was so hard. You two were still on the wet balcony, but nobody lived in this area and everyone was asleep. I’m sure they wouldn't mind…

For such a dominant and powerful vampire, he loved the feeling of you being on top of him. The way you smiled and gazed to his eyes. The way your blood-, body smelt. He loved you and everything about you. Your hands started to trail and then rub against his lower abdomen as you continued your grinding movement. Your actions, the friction, the heat caused him to close his eyes and whimper once more. As you rubbed a particularly sensitive spot on his lower abs, his hips involuntarily jerked upwards, causing you to feel more of his rock like hardness. For such a powerful vampire, his body was so sensitive, so responsive to you. It was so easy for him to get hard when it came to you. He honestly could have came in his pants from just seeing your shorts rise. He was holding back so badly, you could tell by the hardness, and now wetness in his pants, definitely not from the rain.

You began to kiss all over his neck making him squirm and hips to jerk upwards. “Darling, mmh~ seriously, I…fuck- I’m not gonna last. Mmh, im so sorry.”

You give him a playful hum and ran your fingers through his dark locks. Dang, you missed this, you missed having him close and seeing how long he could last. You missed hearing his voice and you missed having him near. Though he was strange, he was your strange, your strange Jungkook.

You leaned in to kiss the top of his head, and then inhaled his hair. He still smelled like lavender, the best of flowers. You could have sworn his eyes turned from brown to red. Maybe he was experiencing lots of pleasure, maybe he did that on purpose. 

ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ

Jungkook knew he should have pushed you away the minute you leaned in to smell his hair. This is because now, the corner of your neck was exposed to his nose and he could smell the rushing blood through your skin, causing his vampire mind to tweak. How were you so stupid to feel so safe around him, he didn't even trust himself and sadly, he couldn't control his actions when he smelt your blood. Something about your blood, the blood of the one he loved being devoured was doing things to him. His fangs sharpened at the thought, mouth watered, eyes reddened. He so desperately need to drink you, all of you, every drop-

…

You screamed in pain. Jungkook just bit your neck, no warning, so unexpectedly. You knew he couldn't help it, you just screamed at the pain. It felt as if someone stabbed your throat, and it burned for some strange reason. You started to panic because now the blood was gushing out and dripping everywhere, mixing in with the rain which suddenly started to increase. You quickly rolled off him and covered your neck, applying pressure with shaky hands, attempting to stop the bleeding. Jungkook also screamed, his own stupid body betrayed him for real this time. He was panicking way more than you, he was so scared of what he’d done, what he was that he didn't even think to drink your blood when he saw it spilling. He felt like he could not breathe. He kept whispering an apology like his life was on the line. 

“Im sorry. Im sorry. Im sorry.” He didn't even come to help, as he was scared he would just hurt again. As more of your blood spilt, instead of hunger his body began violently shaking. You've never seen him panic this much before, nobody has ever seen the Jungkook so frightened. He put his hands over his face in shame and panic

“ɴᴏ…ɴ-ɴᴏ.. ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴀ-ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ. ɴᴏ, ɴᴏ ɪᴍ sᴏ sᴏʀʀʏ. ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀ!” 

You wanted to calm him down, assure him that it wasn't too bad, but you couldn't speak as the pain and blood were too much. You could only hiss, like a snake in pain. Jungkook realized he hurt you so bad you couldn't even speak and then without much thought,  he jumped off the balcony, disappearing into the night. 

Suddenly you could speak, but it was only a desperate cry.

“Ｊｕｎｇｋｏｏｋ！”

You screamed, a sound way more painful and violent than the scream you did when his teeth stabbed into your neck.

“ᴶᵘⁿᵍᵏᵒᵒᵏ! ᴴ⁻ʰᵒʷ ᶜᵃⁿ ʸᵒᵘ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ ᵃᵍᵃⁱⁿ?”

You started to cry, fresh, warm tears running down your now cold body. The rains freezing water mixed in with your hot, fresh blood. Any vampire could find you and have you for their next meal. But none of it mattered. The feeling of Jungkook running away, always hurt more than any vampire bite.

You heard the sirens of the ambulance but none of it mattered. Where was Jungkook?

ᵂᵃˢ ʰᵉ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶜᵒᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ?