so, i kind of want to share something with you. back in 2012-13, i was a hardcore larrie, to the point where I was unhealthily invested (yeah that was an awful time period in my life) but anyway, i was also a zerrie. idk at the time i liked them bc they were the "cool" couple (lmao what a joke). but I HATED ziam. i always 100% thought something happened between the two, but I'm like "lol that's a thing in the past who cares zerrie's getting married" so i was very much against ziam (p1)
but i had no idea why. well, now I do. see, Iām Muslim, so even tho I was supporting Larry, the thought of zayn being not straight was something that didnāt sit well with me. luckily, I soon realized my internal prejudices and homophobia, and fixed them ASAP. Last year, i stopped being a larrie, a zerrie, lol I just loved ot5 and zayn, even tho I was super official narrative. but at the back of my mind I still thought ziam mustāve fooled around at one point. when I realized that (p2)
(p3) I had thought the same thing about them last year and the year before that, something mustāve been up. either i, still as an anti-ziam, mustāve been making stuff up, or ziam was real. so here I am lol. i started actually thinking they were real post-zaynās leaving, as weird as that sounds. but this is kinda my story of going from a larrie to a ziam. but let me just confirm what u already know: ppl are very purposely ignorant about ziam, sadly, for a whole bunch of reasons :/
ok wow this was a wild ride. iām glad you realised that religion has nothing to do with a personās sexuality. good for you. you saw the light lol. and yes, it might be religion for you but itās things like that which stop people from thinking zayn and liam could be in an actual relationship - things like, theirĀ āmanlinessā (no joke), because theyāre attracted to girls (which tbh nobody even knows how they choose to identify), etc. whereas people are more prone to think louis and harry are together based onĀ āgaydarā which is just a form of heterosexism. itās a mess really. but anyway, thanks for sharing! ziam is the winning team, trust me. :) x