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will this make any sense to anyone but me? probably not. will i keep posting about this? yeah, probably.. I Just Cant Stop… these can be read movie OR book compliant! Maybe
he regresses to a 3 to 5 age range, involuntarily. it’s mainly a stress/trauma response but it’s also his way of coping and winding down among other things
yes, nasha is his caregiver (his mama!) and yes, he is a mama’s boy! attached at her hip and cries when he's not pressed against her body, especially if he's on the younger end.
i imagine he has a really hard time regulating himself when he's small and it shows in a lot of meltdowns. he just doesn't feel right in his body and when he's small he can't comprehend why he doesn't feel right and how to make it stop, like he wants to crawl out of his skin. I also think that he is a lot more sensory adverse when he’s little
That being said, his meltdowns when small can be hard to manage. he screams and cries and can’t stop feeling so scared he wants to disappear. nasha is able to calm him down, but it takes a lot out of him
he whines. A lot. post-canon (book+movie), i can’t imagine being made of recycled waste can be any good for the body. I like to think he experiences some amount of long term effects like infrequent seizures, chronic pain, hypermobility, and other things the body really shouldn’t do. Likewise when he is particularly Small, these things tend to bother him a lot more. Nasha finds him napping a lot
Speaking of napping, he is The groggiest baby. He just will not wake up….. this ties a little bit into the things about chronic pain, but also because work wears him out and the cold zaps his energy.
Cries a lot when he is little!! 😢 He gets so confused, especially without his mama. 18 (more on this in the future, perhaps) gets upset when this happens
His favorite things to do are have some food (NOT paste. something solid.) and play on his tablet. Perhaps his mama limits screen time when he’s little, though…
He loves his big brother (18) but is also a little scared of him. He takes a little bit to actually feel safe regressing around himself (ironic but 17 is worried, despite what nasha says) but once he does, he feels like 18 will protect him
one of his stims and self-soothes is grabbing his shirt and sucking his thumb. His mama likes to cuddle him while he does, sometimes she will even read to him off of his tablet
I could go on and on about this…! Please feel free to dm or send some asks about this… maybe i will even make one for 18. Maybe.
Golly im so sorry for being inactive life has been busy n hectic and ive hsd no time to indulge! But i wanna get into it again so feel free to send some requests into my asks box!
