Adam: Um....*runs his fingers through his hair, thinking....before smiling.*  I guess one thing I'd liked to ask you for is, "Sometime, when you're available, can I ride with you in your Bentley?"

I rather like the way you think.

THEY HOOKED UP.

'Lo?

I am aware I made quite a mess. I am aware that people are hurt now. I am aware that excluding specific groups of people from a part of my life is a bad thing. There are a lot of buts and a lot of reasons - though bringing them in wont help anyone at the moment. So I am sorry that I needed to make that decision about my life. And I am also sorry that this is hurting people. And here is where my problem starts. I don’t know why it does? It might be incredibly obvious to everyone, especially AJ and Asmodeus. It is not to me. As far-fetched as that sounds. And I do know that not giving people equal consideration for ‘a position’ based on a group they belong to is bad. Because everyone should have the same chances to do a thing. Beyond that…? I am perhaps too old, too stuck in thought patterns. I probably am just too stuck in my point of view to even consider one that would explain to me why you are offended. I don’t mean to be hurtful. I am just unable to see it. So I will say what I figured so far and then hopefully someone can help me out…  I don’t think anyone is offended by not being "allowed to date the Metatron”. So it is not about the decision itself but about the reasons for the decision? I was thinking I only voiced a personal preference in choosing a partner. I excluded some people, for personal reasons. I should have either elaborated why, or not mentioned the reason at all. I tried to pre-empt the next Anon asking for a reason. But also wanted to be done with the topic. So the reason I gave was half-assed, simple and facile. And it offended people. I think it has to do with the reason as to ‘why not demons’ But I’m not sure… I have the reasons in my head and they seem logical to me. But they were not among the things people have said they are offended by… I have been told that my reasons are that I consider demons: - lesser people - no people - only people when it is convenient to me - unable of love / long-term relationships / marriage Or that I made it look like I think that about demons in general. So naturally people are hurt by that… And I do see why they are hurt by that. Those are awful things. You have all right to be offended if someone tells you any of the above. But I don’t see how I made it look like that was what I think. I honestly don’t know what I said or when, that made it sound like that. I just don’t know. I really don’t. Because this is nothing I ever thought or meant to say. And it’s driving me crazy because I just don’t know where it comes from. I suppose form lack of elaborating on “why not demons” but I don’t know it for sure… And I know you think the apologies and clarifications I wrote in ‘we' form are immature or sarcastic. But they weren't. That was just the only way to keep calm and not start screaming and cursing again at that time. Because I didn’t get it. Because I still don’t get it. And it just seems so surreal, because I don’t know what exactly happened… And it’s probably making me angry that I am unable to get it… I spent a lot of time writing and re-writing this, telling myself to not use ‘we’ and stay calm and just concentrate… Because I keep getting upset about missing the point… So someone please help me figure this out… Or ask me questions, preferably not Anons… Or I don’t know… just give me a hand here… I am trying my best… So I can make sure I won’t… make the same mistake twice…

He checks his watch again.

"Demons… are the bane of mankind!" He exclaimed, taking another sip."Really now? Because mankind is so innocent." She had her eyebrows lowered dangerously, eyes focused on him like a snake taxing its prey."Yesh! Mankind would have been great without you lot! But noooooo you had to come down and fuck my daughters! Well done you bloody idiots!"She pursed her lips."It takes two for that, you know? I think I remember hearing they quite enjoyed it…"He growled, eyes growing small, glaring at her. “… you venomous little liar…”AJ leaned sideways, elbows on the counter, propping her pretty face up, voice dripping with sweetness."They looooved it. Their moans were heard in hell. And it wasn’t something bad. Only your boss decided it was bad… You know, angels and demons have this very special way to touch humans. Oh your offspring enjoyed it. They gave themselves to us because they knew it would be better than anything your sons could ever do with them. It makes them experience everything a thousand times mo—-"The next thing she knew was her back hitting the floor hard.His hand seizing the collar of her blouse, the other one raised to a softly glowing fist.The light caused her head to ache."Shut your vile reptilian mouth!" He hissed, then was dead silent, as her stiletto was pressing threateningly to a very human part of his body.He lowered his fist, glaring…Her hands closed around the hand at her neck, tracing over the tensed sinews, the angry dark blue vein at his wrist… slowly making his fingers unclench… trailing over every part and every fingertip.”Don’t you dare…" he glowered as her shoe slipped down a bit, the heel no longer a threat, but the tip pressing just the more imminent against him."Try me…" she cooed, both mocking and encouraging. She lifted his hand, popping his forefinger into her mouth, sucking on it, fingers lightly grazing it.Her other foot helped get the occupied one out of the shoe.Her toes felt his anger growing.The Metatron gnashed his teeth, his free hand no longer a fist, but now closing in around her neck…She threw her head back, breathing against his wet finger, ball of her foot kicking lightly against him… eliciting a groan and his thumb to tilt her head even further back at her jaw."God, I hate you, demon!" he hissed against her skin, leaning in close so she could hear him… knowing the name would hurt her."… of course you do… silly little humans hate things that are better than them…"Her fingers dug into his hair as he bit into her neck…