Dear past me,

you stubborn, aggravating, self-absorbed twit. Get over yourself. Trust me, the sooner you'll be able to do that, the sooner you can actually move on with your new unlife and just start enjoying things for once.

Yes, I do know what you've, what I've, gone through is difficult to simply get over just like that. The utter asshole that you're serving under right now certainly isn't helping matters in the slightest. However, he won't be there forever, no one will. So, instead of focusing on how much you just can't stand him, calm down a bit, take some time out of your day to just relax, maybe work on a little sketch or something. All that bitterness just can't be good for you, even if you're dead.

Oh, and before I forget, if you see a little blond boy who looks more girl than guy, treat him well for me, alright? He's your ticket to a better life and it'd be as much of a travesty if he gets treated poorly as it would be if you kept living the way you are now.

Your life will get better for once, you just need to make sure it does.

From,

Favorite Male:

Joshua. Hands down freaking Joshua.

Favorite Female:

Shiki. Her development was lovely, and I liked how it all played out with her.

Favorite Pairing:

JoshNeku. Or NekuJosh. Uh. Um.

Least Favorite Character:

It’s a tie between Beat and Sho. The former just because - you know, sometimes you just irrationally like some characters less. And Sho because SO ZETTA SLOW SO ZETTA SLOW BATTLE CHANT THAT GRATES ON YOUR EARRRRRRS

Who’s most like me:

…they kind of all have bits and pieces of my personality, so that’s hard to narrow down. I’d say either Joshua or Rhyme. The former because mirrored philosophical thought-trains and apparent roundabout (lazy) ways for getting solutions which I have major tendency for and the latter’s eventual lack of dreams.

Most attractive:

For Twewy is that even a question. (Kiiiiiiiiryuuuuuuuuuu)

Three more characters that I like:

Dear Enemy . . .

The promises you had offered me were empty ones. And though I might have believed everything you had said back then, I know now that nothing you say can ever bring me back to the same, lowly level as you.

The Darkness has nothing for me. It never did, and never will. It was own foolish desires and anxiousness that blinded me into believing that the powers you had would be the key to resolve all of my problems.

And it was because of that blindness that I ended up falling into the same level as you. Someone who was so bent on gaining power that he had lost his way. He had forgotten why he had wanted power in the first place: to protect the things that truly mattered.

I know now what you are, and what you'll never be -- you'll never be at peace. The Light is the side I choose now, and you will never, ever, be able to break me like you did before.

I'm stronger now because of my friends.

And you will never convince me otherwise.

Perhaps...I may even feel a bit sorry for you; a tinge of remorse, let's say. Because you just don't understand. But maybe that's because the Darkness has already consumed your whole being, and there's no point in returning back to the road you had originally set yourself on.

composing-angel: A really great Joshua who’s good at antagonizing Sho and really keeps me on my toes with my replies. Sho really has to watch what he says around his Josh.

☯: For something that keeps my muse calm in a moment of weakness.

"The sound of water. I don't know, I just...always imagine it. The shores of the Islands. Guess I really do miss home doing the times when I think all is over and done for."

♪: For my muse's theme song.

Relient K's "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been," which can be found here~

☂: For five things that make my muse sad.

Feeling replaced, especially if it's by close friends.

Feeling underestimated, or unworthy in another's presence.

When the local Island's bakery shoppe isn't selling carrot cake.

When Wakka or Tidus don't ask him to go play Blitzball with him, especially when it's for an official game and one of their teammates has an injury.

♥: Something about my followers that makes me happy.

I REALLY LOVE IT WHEN THEY SUPPORT ME WHEN I HAVE PROBLEMS. Like, I try my very best not to be whiny and/or gloomy all the time because nobody likes a gloomy person. But seriously, when people message me, reply to the post, or even just LIKE the post, it just...makes me feel so much better. It really does. I like to think that I'm not an attention-seeker (and I really hope I don't present myself that way, because I'm really not!!) but it's great to get feedback and support from people. It just goes to show how giving, kind, and caring the Tumblr community is -- and I really appreciate that. I can only hope I can do the same for my lovely followers!! <3

☆: Things that I admire most in other roleplayers.

Another thing that I admire in other roleplayers are their takes and interpretations of a certain character. Since I follow may people that roleplay the same character as another, I like to look at their threads and see how they differ and how they relate; and most of the times, they differ -- and that's a great thing! Everyone emphasizes and/or picks up on certain things that others don't notice, and it's really cool to see how different portrayals of a character are executed. It gives the character a 'fresh' feeling, you know? If...that makes sense, hehe. x'D

★: Things that annoy me most as a roleplayer.