#fallingwthstyle

Butters was absolutely still as he sighted down the barrel. I watched him slowly move his index finger to the trigger and curl around it; even the birds in the trees seemed to fall silent as I waited—

BANG!

French version:  Ce n'est pas le K2 que tu attendais  

...at least on FFN, as of tomorrow. This in response to one admin wannabe tightass telling me to clean up my stories or face...whatever. I suddenly don’t care anymore. You can find me on AO3.

It’s cool; I’m done with that site anyway; and the story is and always will be (I hope!) on AO3. I’m saving all the reviews this got as well; and on the one hand I’ll miss reviews like

but at least I saved those. What I won’t get to see is this ever again, aside from static screenshots I’ve kept for myself:

I have screenshots of when that story hit 10K, 20K, and 30K views, and I’ll never know if it would have ever hit 40K or not. I always hoped it would, but I guess I’ll never know.

Guess I should tag a few people, so @ao3commentoftheday @brightstarblogs @dorkonthenork (thank you!!! for the fanart you made for this story, they will live on elsewhere on AO3) @tconilhilm and someone who once told me “let’s write porn together!” on LiveJournal who I’m pretty sure deleted their tumblr @julads (and since they’re gone, maybe one of their friends @blame-canada  @mad-tuna @hollyhark ) will pass this along: This idiot may come for your work next. 

Repost of an old story with a few edits.

Stan is a handful of months from his 30th birthday, and hates his life and being an adult. Once a year he gets away from it and reconnects with the one thing he still has left of his childhood, the only time in his life when things made sense: Kyle. And even that connection is fading away. He would give anything to go back to those simpler days, fix a few mistakes they both made along the way, and most of all relive it and pay more attention this time. One strange night, he gets the chance to. Chapters are numbered out of order for a reason.

Originally written for the South Park Big Bang 2014 with lots of amazing art by Burnawayy, Kennymcshamrock, Marie, and anonymous.

Beta: howtodisappearcompletely (miss you, dude)

Whoops a new work I felt happy enough with to actually post.