Iâve been on a learning curve with posting âFutility and Hopeâ. Â So, letâs start again.
Health issues were never a problem for our Hadfield household. No broken bonesâŠno illnessesâŠno doctor appointmentsâŠno medicationâŠno medical bills. We were blessed with physical health!  But as Robin and I  moved into our âolder yearsâ,  aches and pains came with intermittent regularity, age-related vision problems require on-going treatment, hearing loss necessitates hearing aides and forgetfulness at indiscriminate moments disturbs our sense of well-being.  Health issues have become our reality!  Nothing big and life-shattering. Just there, part of our everyday living.
With that as the backdrop, my mind mulls around the whole matter of physical health and Godâs healing power.  Often in Robinâs and my praying for people, we target their âunwellnessâ: deep-seated emotional struggles, physical ailments, disease.  We do so believing God can and wants to bring them to health.  And we have seen a measure of break-throughâŠof victory; but it doesnât compute with the hope we find lodging in our hearts for something so much more permanent and pervasive.  There seems to be a discrepancy between Godâs design for wholeness and our reality of âunwellnessâ.
I have been helped of late by Romans 8:20-28.  Paul talks about creation groaning, being subjected to futility in hope; goes on to say that we, as believers who have the first fruits of the Spirit, also groan as we eagerly await  adoption, the redemption of our body;  enlightens us to the fact that the Holy Spirit also groans...with us and for us in our weakness according to the will of God; and culminates it all in the reality that ââŠall things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.â
âFutility and hopeâ are not at enmity with one another; they are part of the whole package of redemption.  Understanding that futility is Godâs boundary around our fallenness (weakness) until our fallenness is swallowed up by Godâs wholeness gives me hope...and empowers me to believe God and what He wants to do in and through and because of our âweaknessâ. Â
What I take away from this passage is this: the hope for something better and bigger than what I see and experience is from God and I need to hang onto it; wholeness is His design and it is right that I pray for it; what that looks like in the âhere and nowâ is at His discretion and I need to trust Him. Â