#fallenjudicator

(1-12, 14, 21 & 32 already answered)

16. How do you feel about character death in fic?

It’s one the best ways to break my heart and make me love a story...IF DONE WELL. Character death, when done believably, with reason, and not as an overstated plot device, can be fantastically powerful. But you have to sell it to me if you want me to believe it and not roll my eyes at otherwise predictable melodrama.

22. Biggest turn-ons in fic?

Ladieeessss. Lol. Let’s be real and start with believable smut that doesn’t sound like it’s right out of a porn video (aka realistic smut, not male-gaze smut). I also have a bit of a think for wonderfully kinky smut hehehe.

24. Do you have any dirty kinks that you’re ashamed of?

I am not ashamed of any of my kinks except for this one that suddenly hit me like a sack of fertilizer yesterday called Du Couteau sandwich with Riven in the middle oh  my god I’m  t r a s h   

29. How do you feel about non-con and dub-con?

Don’t even get me started on this subject. The very fact that “non-con” and “dub-con” are considered appropriate plot device terms rather than calling it what it is...rape. Fuck that noise. Absolutely no. Just like irl, I am all about consent. I think non-con and dub-con are one of the worst things by far about mainstream fanfic out there.

35. Do you like high school and college AUs?

Ha who do you think I am? thegadgetfish :P  Lol so the short answer is no--it’s kinda weird for me and I don’t romanticize either periods in my life and have no desire to revisit it in fic...that said (like most fic), if you can fine me a very well written story (writing, characters, plot, the whole 9 yards) I’ll bite.

39. Favorite AU fic?

Hmmm. Excluding the other mentioned in prior posts, I’d have to rec razieltwelve‘s “Whisper of the Gods”, which counts up there on stories that have made me cry because so beautifully and believable done. High fantasy/mythos au, angst, adventure...I loved it.

40. Do you like fluff?

both killed by bots on baes 

bro battles continue 

all the shippy love with baes 

both lose their shit over beautiful art and give pathetic bro sobs

all the reaching for the zombie lady

whining in the distance

5. Talk about the best birthday you've had.

I don't really like throwing huge house parties for my bday so for as long as I can remember, it's just been small dinners with my close friends (who are also my roommates) and family. I can't say any of them have been extremely memorable, they're all blurred together.

8. Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

This sounds narcissistic but I'm most proud of myself. Not even three years ago before I met some lifechanging friends, I was extremely ignorant and still very confused about my sexuality. Yes I used to make rape jokes in high school because they were funny, I would bash feminism to impress my male friends saying it's not gender equality, it's misandry, and I thought homophobia was the answer to my attraction against the same sex, or at least it was a good way to hide it. I'm not saying I'm now a saint, but looking back I've definitely come a long way.

10. Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.

There was the two year long fight I had with my mother. My junior and senior year of high school was absolutely terrible in the sense where my mother and I could barely be in the same room for more than an hour without some sort of argument breaking out. We weren't fighting over anything specific, long story short it was just a million and one things combined which led to the unfortunate mess. The biggest physical fight I remember was her storming into my room and yelling about something I can't even remember anymore and me just fuming in my seat. She then started tearing down all the posters I had on my wall so I shoved her out of my room, only to have her launch herself at me so I shoved her back. The biggest non physical fight was when she forced me to drive her to my sister's work (she can't drive) only so she can start shit with my sister about her new husband right in front of her customers. As I was driving her home I bitched her out for using me and doing that to my sister so she pulls out her phone and calls up her friend who works for whatever the fuck airline and books a one way flight to Vietnam on speakerphone, then turns to me and says "take care of your father because I'm leaving and never coming back" and at this point I couldn't see the road because I was crying but miraculously I get us both back to the house alive. As soon as I pulled into the driveway I kicked her out and locked myself in the car until my sister came home. My mom still drives me nuts sometimes but after I moved out, we've definitely been getting along better.

39. Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.

I wish I'd known what the hell I really wanted to do back in high school when I had to apply to a university and commit to an undergraduate degree. I had amazing grades so I thought ok cool lets go to med school but then halfway through my undergrad I realized oh fuck no pls no more school forever I just want to play with cars all day so now I'm just sad, broke, and failing chemistry.

40. Talk about the end of something in your life.

Easy. Will of Babes it is. PLUS DAT NEW SPLASH I MEAN COME OONNN