#faleep

I’d first like to of course talk about my amazing best friend who, while she doesn’t have a tumblr, has been so wonderful. We have been friends for a while, but this year we are as close as ever. Both of us have that nagging fear of losing each other because of some stupid decision, but both of us are really forgiving of each other. You call me the nicest person in the world, and that conversation we had last night where you said I look so unique, unlike anyone else, it really touched me. You can compare looks of everyone to someone, mistake them for someone, but you said that would be impossible for her to do to me. Being told this when I think I am just average in looks, I felt overjoyed. So thank you for a wonderful 2015, and hopefully we will grow even closer you damn nerd.

Then there are my closest online friends, mega-gengar and silverjolteon, You two are so wonderful. While you guys are both older than me, and you jolt keep mentioning me as like a little sister, it doesn’t always come up in conversation like some others might do. Some people could bring up my age in a conversation and say that I am so small, that I wouldn’t know anything about the subject. But you dorks respect me even if I am so smol compared to you in age. Faleep, you always make sure that Jolt and I are on track with sleep, even if it is a huge joke sometimes, and I really respect you. You are so smart, you are a wonderful artist, and I can’t say how great it was to meet you in 2015. Now Jolt, I’ve known you since 2014. Around a year and a half now, according to this original pokechat screenshot I have. I met you with a ton of others, and I didn’t expect you were going to be as amazing of a friend as you are. You always call me a precious cinnamon roll, too pure for this world and I guess I am. You give me wonderful advice, we talk about what ranges from fandoms to pretty personal things that affect us in real life quite heavily. Even if you two are older than me, you are still my friends and it sometimes feels like that gap in our age isn’t there at all.

In person friends turned online, I miss you. I wish I could see you and hug you all the time, but I can’t. If I could I would. But all I wish is to see you more and keep in contact. If I lost contact with some of you, I don’t know what I’d do. This section will probably be short because it is to such a small crowd, but quite a diverse crowd. I just want you all to be healthy, to keep your physical and mental health in a spot that is as wonderful as you can get it. You know who you are if you read this.

But... Online friends turned in person, this hasn’t happened yet. I hope that someday, I will meet some of you. Specifically two that may have been mentioned before, I hope within the next few years, maybe once I am a bit older, then maybe we can meet.