#fairypup

I'll mourn every sunny day you don't get to see with me , and on cloudy days the sky will weep with me . Missing my pixy poo , my baby love. #pixydog #familar #fairypup #minipin #sunbathing #missingpixy #minpinstagram #mylove #myangel #imlostnow https://www.instagram.com/p/BvkZQkmgqN8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18v3vk7vkd3gr

I am beginning the second full day without my heart in my body . It left the day I had to say goodbye to my baby. I miss her so fucking much it's hurts so bad , it was like watching a car crash come at you unable to move out of its way knowing I was going to lose her, Friday her battle with that fucking face tumor lost .:( ☆ I think about how much I miss her and my whole body hurts and tenses and I start sobbing all over again I dreamed of her for years before I was able to have her , and now my dream is gone and I'm left missing her for the rest of my life . She was truly an amazing little dog our world's revolved around one another her the moon to my planet. ☆She was a great snake hunter, she even caught a mouse or two, she loved walking with eva and me on our crazy long walks, hanging out with tobi her little dog and she misses her buddy petunia (hopefully petunia helped pixy cross the rainbow bridge ,I asked her too) her favorite TV show was the pioneer woman on the food network ☆Pixy was a diva to the core loving all the fun furs and silky things I sew with and wear always finding a way to lay on my stuff like a cat. ♡My big stuffies slowly became her prey one by one first the big pink unicorn that was easily twice her size ....nom nom nom she would chew on its legs and feet , the site of such a tiny lil black bean dog sitting on a big stuffy was too fucking cute to be mad she was making then dirty. Plus I didn't want to ruin any hyena /elephant on the Serengeti fantasy she might have been having. ☆She loved spicy foods and pepperoni, meatz , diabetes slowed up the snacks in the last two years. Had I known how likely she was to get diabetes I would have slowed that up much earlier but, alas it wouldn't have helped her live longer cuz of the fucking cancer. She loved to run around a stream getting all mud puppy and dirty, so so happy to run in the woods with me being a Lil wild beast . ♡ The happiest moment in my life was her jumping into my arms picking her out as a pup ,and in that moment my husband and I became a Lil family and now we've lost our lil one #pixydog #familar #fairypup #minipin #miniaturepinscher #dogsofinstagram #love #goodbye https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu0_3tcgAmb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6ow3568qp6i9