Okay I’m fucked to try to talk about you without spoiling but first lets try if I fail miserably I tried at least.
First I love all your characters, the effort, the passion everything you give and do to them. I wish I was able to do at least 1% with mine xD (no I’m not complaining or even pushing me hard ¬¬). I know that I kind “dragged” you to XIV cause I was alone and in need to someone for Misaki’s story after the death of my previous FC that everyone thought would be long enough (and even if that didn’t happened I was to drag you anyway, or at least keep trying >.> and I still need to make a Yuuki for your Jonah because of reasons >.> ).
Second, you aren’t only my “not so pocket” tank, you’re my everything, my life, my shoulder, my heart. I know that sometimes I look ungrateful or shout at everywhere but it’s because even after almost 9 years I’m still growing and letting go some things that were so into me in 30 years is kind hard. But what I feel doesn’t change at all, only grow more and more.
I’m the filthy rat (i had to do the joke) casual while you’re the though/soft/mid core of the relationship and I love seeing you progressing in game, getting better and such. This... makes me proud, really
Okay, I will stop writing or I will start crying here .-.