Why make a diary when you can make a "Sortie Report?"
Have a designated check in day, and have a section for every day between check in's with "Good", "Bad", "Missions", "Improvements", "suggested maintenance." ECT.
... Okay so writing is taking a back seat today. i wanna actually make this.
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I didn't think I'd cry when I told her I think I may be trans... but.
Being told by my oldest sister. "No matter what you will always be my sibling." I... I am so fucking lucky to have 2 siblings I can turn to no matter what.
Anyway!!! Im making progress on Prowler again so... YA!
I have a boiling desire to do something horrible in TPoR, but I also dont know if I could motivate myself to follow through and write the 3 or 4 chapters of follow up Id have to write... Might just have to be smart for once and write multiple chapters before I post anymore of it.
I'm like halfway through chapter 5 and have been fully blindsided by how their "Combat mode". Toys with the initial flow I was creating.
It's kinda scary, but I THINK I have a plan. Im sorry in advance for what the next few chapters may entail.... But also Im not sorry because I genuinely love how Artificer and their Prowler AC are taking life in the mindscape.
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(Yay! Aris is having another TPoR writing crisis!!)
Lately, every time, I've sat down to try and work on my fic. I've had a burning hatred in my gut. I want to print out all I've written so far and throw it into the shredder. Then take the shredded remains of my works, put it all in a metal bucket, drench it in lighter fluid, and drop a match on it.
I've put my heart and soul into this fic. I've created 5 stages of the main characters AC. I've made new ACs for new OCs that I'd be adding when I start to diverge from the og story. Hell, I bought a laptop for the sole purpose of being able to write when I'm NOT at home! I made a financial investment into this damned fanfic of a video game!
But every time I look at It... I hate what is looking back at me...
I almost want to just set what I've written aside and start over. Go back to the beginning and tell the story again. Use what I've already written as a base and just... remake it
Have a plan. Maybe just play thru the entirety of the game as 621-Artificer and take notes. Map put what I WANT to actually do for each story point instead of. "Well, I know I want to do. (All things that are VERY end game content)"
I am proud of what I've been able to write. REALLY I AM! But at the same time, I absolutely hate it. I hate that I've rewritten the same damn flashback scene 5+ times. I love and hate how I have no true separation between narrative description and pov character internal monolog. I hate that I've been stuck with my draft of chapter 5, having a 900-1k word count for over 3 weeks.
I just... Want to be able to look back at this story in a year and be able to smile at what I've made.