#faceless boy

I just spent two hours looking for someone on Facebook (who isn’t important but let’s just say that he fundamentally altered the course of my life) only to come up empty, again, and I’m so frustrated I could cry. I mean, it makes sense considering I haven’t seen him since I was a kid and have only his first name and some vague idea of who his mom’s friends were at the time to go on, but still, ugh. I even tried to reverse google image search this picture that my mom sent me ages ago that I think he’s in but you can only see the very bottom of his face, and nope. nothing. I just wish I could remember his mom’s name. and I could ask my mom about it but I can’t think of how to do it in a casual way, and I can’t talk to her about this, I just can’t.