he's giving "your mother bathed you and now you smell of no-tears strawberry shampoo and baby powder👶🏽"

Are there days we downright fight? Yes

But there are so many more days than those. Days where I would do anything to hear her voice for just a bit longer. Days where I laugh with her until I can't breathe, days that I yearn for her in so many complex and simple ways.

Don't take for granted the people you have in your life. I did for too long and there isn't a day gone by where I don't think of how dumb I was to not capitalize on every second. How blind I was to the amazing person who was and is my best friend. Kink or no kink. Regardless of the distance or of time I need her so much more than she could know.