Feb 17
i keep dreaming about kaf this week and feeling sad and disoriented when i wake up. i miss being able to talk and think about her without issue and i also miss my friend group from that fandom but there’s so much mental friction with the subject matter now. but every time i dream about her she’s still a positive force in my life, i mean just a couple nights ago she interrupted a nightmare i was having with something less awful, and i’ve been listening to the crazy for you album on loop lately, so that’s something
