#faaaaaaaaaaaack

*Spends seven hours baking cookies for work friends* *Convinces self that work friends will dislike the cookies and should therefore leave cookies at home* *Crawls in hole* *Dies*

Epilepsy is dumb. Stress is dumb. Being tired is dumb. Everything is dumb.

I'm so unmotivated to do class readings it's unreal

*sings* I don't wanna dooooo this anymooooooore

"I guess the greatest lesson I've learned in life is to never invest deep feelings for someone, never hope that they'll love you the way you want them to, never expect that those sweet gestures & words are true... 'cause eventually, everything becomes a past. Sooner or later they'll just drop you off & will leave you nothing... so train yourself to let go of the things you fear to lose... that when they're gone, you won't feel dumb & pathetic all along." I know I have to keep this in mind, but damn, you're just....amazing? Ugh. I must keep this in mind so I don't end up like before..

why is it that I'm literally incapable of being productive unless I'm under a ridiculous amount of pressure

Sometimes we have to do things we don't like to get by, but when it takes the place of your vocation in life, you got to go on striiiiiiiiike.