#f2 blurb

a – aftercare (what he is like after sex)

i see paul as someone who doesn't like to make a mess, so the clean-up process is important to him. he'll either want to clean you both up with a warm, wet towel, or take a good old shower. he'll find it super cute if you don't have the energy to shower because he'll love holding you up, having you lean against his chest as the water pours on you two.

but in general, i think he'll be very soft after sex. he makes sure to tell you how good you did, praising you and letting you know how much he adores you. it's a lot of smiles and giggles, a very lighthearted vibe. and he craves skin-on-skin contact, holding you close and brushing his fingers along your skin.

b – body part (his favorite body part of his and also his partner's body)

his favorite body part of his own is his hands – just because he knows how much you love them. he loves how he can use them to give you so much pleasure, and how much you tremble from just his touch.

his favorite body parts of yours are anything he can cover with his hands. he loves seeing how big his hands are compared to your body, so holding you in his hands makes him crazy. he likes your boobs, butt and thighs specifically. (boob man!paul headcanons here)

c – cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

like i mentioned before, he dislikes making a mess. so cum will go either inside of you, in your mouth, or possibly on your chest, but then he's gotta be ready to clean it all up quickly (or lick it up). he isn't a fan of the like stickyness of it, especially in combination with your sweat, so he'll want to clean you both up after your session.

d – dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of his)

i wouldn't say that i think paul is a switch, but he definitely enjoys being bossed around by you every once in a while. he loves it when you think you're in charge (when in reality, he's just toying with you, sorry), he thinks it makes you look so cute.

e – experience (how experienced is he? does he know what he's doing?)

hmmm honestly he's young so i wouldn't say he's got a ton of actual experience. though, i still think he knows what he's doing; he's a fast learner, good at adapting, and he listens well to your needs and wants. he's really good at picking up on your little signs and tells of how you like a specific thing, which i think makes him seem more experienced than he actually is. i also think he's learned a lot from watching videos, so don't be surprised when he pulls out some random trick that has you falling over the edge immediately and he just says "i saw it online"….

f – favorite position (this goes without saying)

mmmm paul will never be a more content man than he is when his girlfriend is riding him. is this a biased opinion? possibly, but i really see him enjoying it because 1. boobs on full display, so easy for his hands to cup. 2. he really enjoys not having to do as much work, especially after a long weekend etc. 3. again, he likes you thinking you're in charge when in reality, he's definitely going to be thrusting up into you.

though i also think he loves something where he can be more in control, setting the pace and just making sure you feel good. paul is a simple man, and nothing gets him going like a good old missionary where he can pin his girl's hands over her head and watch her gaze flutter as he thrusts into her.

g – goofy (is he more serious in the moment? is he humorous? etc.)

paul is a goofy guy but also very serious at times? which makes me think that he would be more serious during the deed. he'd of course be able to smile or laugh a little if something funny happened, but mostly he just wants to enjoy the intimacy and get as much out of the moment as possible.

h – hair (how well groomed is he? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

when i said i think he doesn't like things to be messy, his hair falls under that category, too. he wouldn't be completely clean-shaven, but he likes things to be neat and tidy.

i – intimacy (how is he during the moment? the romantic aspect)

i personally feel like he can be quite romantic? not over the top but a bit. i think half the time, it's just a good old fuck, but the other time he sees it more as lovemaking and he gets really soft about it. it depends a lot on his mood and the day, but if he's in the right state of mind, he loves having a long go where you're both just fully relaxed and he loves to make sure every cell of your body feels good.

j – jack off (masturbation headcanon)

oh he enjoys jacking off as much as the next guy. he's a busy guy and doesn't have time to be with you as much as he wants to (and maybe if you even live in different countries, it's extra hard). and therefor, his own hand is just the second best thing. esp during a bad race weekend when he just needs to get some of that pent up frustration out. you'll always be there with him though, no matter if it's in the form of a picture, a voice recording, a clip, etc.. and when you've spent a lot of time apart, he loves to have you on the phone with him….

k – kink (one or more of his kinks)

size. seeing you in his oversized clothes would make him go crazy. (size kink headcanons here)

l – location (favorite places to do the do)

anywhere inside the house. in his bed, on the couch, having you sit on the kitchen counter, in the shower, you name it.

i think he would be up for some teasing in public; his hands on your thighs inching up under your dress when you're sitting down for dinner, possibly even letting a finger drag across the soaked fabric of your panties. but i don't think he would want to go any further in public, because he would much rather have a real one at home where he can enjoy the moment fully and not risk anyone else seeing. you're his and only his, after all – he doesn't want anyone else to see you like that.

POSSIBLY in his driver's room if he needs to get off before/after a session. oh, and in hotel rooms during the season, but more about that later… AND OKAY LAST ONE: in his car. yes yes yes.

m – motivation (what turns him on, gets him going)

honestly, whenever you take the first step, it gets him going instantly. if you insinuate that you want to have sex with him, or that you want to try something new, he'll be jumping into bed instantly. he also can't keep his hands to himself whenever you dress up in certain outfits, especially short dresses (no matter if it's a sleek fancy one or a cute summery dress)…

n – no (something he wouldn't do, turn-offs)

he refuses to share you. he's possessive like that; you're his and only his. no threesomes or anything like that, just the thought of you with another man makes him icky. and it's not even like a funny thing, like "oh he gets jealous so easily, haha!". even teasing him by trying to make him jealous is a no-go zone, he doesn't find it amusing at all. he just gets mad and it's a huge turn-off for him. flirt with any of his friends and he will just leave the room.

o – oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

that's all i have to say abt this.

p – pace (is he fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

like i said before, i think it depends on his mood!! he can be both, depending on how a race weekend has gone or just his general vibe for the day. mostly probably somewhere inbetween though.

q – quickie (his opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

they're definitely a part of the equation, esp during race weekends. a must to get out some of that pent up energy he so often has. makes him relax more (and he says it improves his performance, too. he got like one podium once when you had a quickie before a race and now he insists on them every time he has an important race).

r – risk (is he game to experiment? does he take risks? etc.)

in the bedroom, possibly. i think he would be up to trying new things if you really want to, but personally, he could just as well do what you always do. nothing dangerous or something that could ever hurt you even the slightest, so like even if you're trying bondage it has to be with the softest of silk straps.

outside of the bedroom, nuh uh. especially not out in public. like i said, he doesn't enjoy the risk of you accidentally being seen.

s – stamina (how many rounds can he go for? how long does he last?)

he's a strong guy with good stamina, not sure how well it translates to the bedroom though. surely he can go for a few rounds but i think he's okay with just going all-in into one round instead. it doesn't really matter that much to him.

t – toys (does he own toys? does he use them? on a partner or himself?)

not a big fan of using them but he likes to watch you use them on yourself :)

u – unfair (how much he likes to tease)

oh, he enjoys teasing you quite a lot. especially with his hands since he knows they make you so weak; showing them off, flexing them, placing them on your thighs, etc. he loves to rile you up, pretending like he isn't sure whether he will give you what you want or not, making you whine and beg for it.

he also loves it when you tease him back. it's hard for him to pretend like your actions make him feel what you want, because he's always looking up at you with a big smile and showing off how much he enjoys it. this connects to what i wrote earlier about him liking when you're in control; you're just too adorable, he can't hold back his grin.

v – volume (how loud he is, what sounds he makes, etc.)

mmmm not too loud but not quiet, i feel? groans and moans a lot but also loves just talking and praising you. i also see him being… maybe just a little whiny……. when he's being teased etc. because as we've discussed on this blog before, i think he has a little submissive streak and just. there are some sounds he can't control.

w – wild card (a random headcanon)

there's just something about doing it in hotel rooms when he's racing that really gets him going. after a while, it's like he's one of pavlov's dogs because just being in a hotel room gets him going. celebratory, fluffy sex after a good race, or rough sex after a bad weekend – it doesn't matter. it's just bound to happen.

x – x-ray (let's see what's going on under those clothes)

gonna let someone else fill in on this because i just can't 😭

y – yearning (how high is his sex drive?)

high, but again not over the top. he doesn't need to get going 24/7 but if he has a gf as hot as you, then it's gonna get high. idk he just sees you and boom, instant boner. doesn't need to act on it every time, but he could if you wanted to.

z – zzz (how quickly he falls asleep afterward)

then started the coffees during the debriefs. it wasn't usual that the whole team was called for a meeting, but in the rare occurrences that it happened, he used to save you a seat next to his, with a little hot drink waiting for you to take your place at his side.

the first time you noticed it, you didn't know it was arthur's doing: you two almost didn't talk outside of the little jokes you threw around, so when you tasted the coffee and recognised instantly that it was your usual order, you assumed it had been your friend's doing. "thanks for the coffee today, really needed it" you said to her, while going back to your office after the meeting had ended. she looked confused at you, like she didn't knew what you were talking about. "the coffee you got for me? the one at my seat?".

"oh, that was arthur" sofia said smiling, while watching the boy you just were talking about come your way. she nodded at him and he did the same to her, while she continued walking past him, leaving you alone in the middle of the corridor with the monegasque.

"figured you would need some energy, you left way too late yesterday".

—

the relationship had evolved naturally, starting as mere colleagues, to friends, to what you were now: almost something.

it was still fairly new, so you hadn't meet his family just yet. obviously, you knew his brothers as they were frequently at the garage, but didn't actually go past the small-talk stage.

"hey, y/n right?".

a voice that seemed familiar, and still, strange, took you back to reality. when you looked at the person that had called for you, you smiled at your boyfriend's brother. "charles, hi. are you looking for arthur?". the only topic of conversation was, obviously, the person you had in common, even if he didn't actually know that you were something more than his brother's colleague.

"yeah, wanted to yell at him for leaving my car without gas" he was clearly joking, so you laughed cause you knew exactly what he was talking about. arthur and you had gone out to eat, and when he left you at your place, realized he probably should fill the tank, but you figured he had forgotten about it by the time he came back to his place.

"well, I have to go, will you tell him for me?" he said quickly, turning his head to the man that was calling him from outside the garage. "yeah, sure, i'll tell him to go look for you once he's out".

"thanks, y/n, you're great".

just as you were saying goodbye to charles, your boyfriend got out of the meetings room, and saw the end of the interaction. when you turned, you saw him and waved, like you always did when you saw eachother. it was normal for you two to interact like this in the paddock, not too friendly or close to avoid any kind of speculation. he smiled at you, but it clearly didn't reach his eyes. you found it was weird, but figured that he could be worried about something that was talked during the reunion. still, what was spoken about in the private room was already forgotten, instead focusing on the interaction that he had seen. arthur found it weird, since he thought you didn't know eachother. why were you two so friendly then?

-

"hey, you okay? you look off today" you told him after entering his driver's room just after him, closing the door quickly behind you.

"no no, just a bit tired, nothing else" he told you softly, while laying on the small sofa there was. he had a towel on his face, so you couldn't actually see his face. "you sure? since you saw charles leaving you've been weird".

"so it's charles now?".

you found his answer weird, but his serious tone even more. "yeah... that is literally his name?" you were left confused at his strange reaction. maybe he didn't want you to meet his family yet? maybe it was too soon?

"did you get mad cause I talked to your brother?"

"you didn't just talk, y/n."

"mh, i was there. we quite literally only talked. about you" furrowing your brows, you came close, taking the little piece of cloth out of his face, and trying to understand the look on his face. arthur was zoned out, looking at the ceiling, not even glancing at you, even though you were on his line of sight.

"and were you two laughing about me as well?" you figured he was truly mad at something, since in the few months you two had known eachother, he never spoke to you in this tone, even if he was angry at something. you didn't want to believe he was actually jealous of his brother, since you never gave him a reason to be. hell, you thought today was the first time that you crossed more than a few words. "of course not, dummy. listen, it wasn't that important, we weren't doing anything wrong".

"oh come on, you and i both knew what he was doing." the sound of his empty laugh sent chills down your spine. he was now looking straight into your eyes, brows furrowed and lips sealed together. you found it exasperating that he wasn't actually telling you what was wrong, instead resolving to ask questions that you were supposed to understand or answer. "i don't know him that well to know what he was doing, arthur!"

arthur was now seated, with his arms flying towards the sky. "he was clearly trying to bring you to his side!". his reply left you even more confused. "what sides are you talking about? since when do we have sides?".

"since everything or everyone I've ever wanted always prefers him over me."

he had his palms rubbing his face, in a clear sign of frustration. you took the chance to seat at his side, putting your left hand over his back, gently caressing it. "and why do you think that's my case? I've barely spoken to him before today."

he whispered, and his voice cracked, like he was close to tears. "its what always happens, y/n. it won't be any different this time". you softly took his hands out of his face, revealing his closed eyes. still, some tears were quietly escaping his eyes, while his lips quivered.

"but I've chosen you, arthur. to work with and to live with. unless you don't want me anymore. haven't we talked about this already?" you said reassuringly. his blue eyes were glassy while looking straight at yours, and he leaned into your touch when you reached your hand towards his cheek.

"I know, baby. i think the fear just got the best of me. I'm sorry".

there was a big crowd around the aston martin's garage, and you quickly figured out it was thanks to seb. being the last grand prix of the season, the fourth time world champion's career was coming to an end, so everyone wanted to have a final look at the german. you could never have enough seb's pictures, so you tried to make your way into the multitude, until you bumped into someone's back. the man, you realized, was wearing an aston martin's shirt, so you figured he was a part of the team, even though you hadn't seen him before -you thought you would remember meeting someone this handsome before-. he politely smiled at you, like you two were the closest friends, and gave away his space so you could get alongside sebastian and snap a few pictures. he remained behind you, close but not enough to be invasive, protecting you from the occasional shoves the people around you propined to try and get closer to the driver. once you were done, you grinned back at him and started to make your way out of there, feeling a bit trapped after being so close to so many people.

"i'm sorry, i think we haven't met before".

when you turned to look at whoever had made that comment, directed towards you -at least, that's was what you could guess-, you were pleasantly surprised to find the handsome stranger who had played as your security guard a few moments ago.

"y/n, photographer for f1's socials. you? i feel like i haven't seen you before".

he smiled due to your implicit confession: he was important enough to be remembered by you. "felipe. half time photographer" the boy said, showing you the camera that was attached to his neck. he was about to say something else to you, when lance grabbed him by his shoulders and yanked him, startling the poor man. "you're needed at the garage, drugo, the car's waiting for you" the canadian said, without noticing that his friend was in the middle of something. when he lifted his eyes and saw you, it was like you could see how an idea came to mind. "y/n! so great to see you here. would you take a picture here with my friend? i need to post something congratulating the new f2 world champion!".

he was rushed by lance, so you couldn't talk to him and ask why hadn't he told you who he really was. and even though you didn't run into him for the remainder of the weekend, felipe still found his way to make you smile when he followed you on instagram on monday morning, after the season had ended and you were already at the plane to come back home. the three months that separated one season from the other were spent getting to know eachother, first through texts and then via facetime: you two hit it off instantly, keeping always in touch. because of this, you quickly noticed how much you missed him when he was too busy working with aston martin, or how often he checked his phone to see if he had gotten any messages from you when it was morning on your timezone.

when you came back to the paddock once the 2023 season had begun, you quickly made your way to the aston martin garage, where you knew felipe was at. since signing his contract to be a reserve driver, you assumed that the brazilian would be there. you realized your suppositions where correct when you heard his voice, this time, in real life, and not through some device. "are you looking for someone?" he jokingly said. you turned around and gave him a big hug, answering to his ask. "some handsome part-time photographer, do you happen to know who he is?" you hadn't meant to be so forward, and even though you two flirted as a joke on a daily basis, it was different when you were actually face to face. thankfully, he just laughed and hugged you even tighter.

"i think i know where he is. should we go look for him, amor?".

after months talking, you always come back to talk about photography: after all, it was what had brought you together. so now that you had reunited, it was only right that the first thing you did together was walk through the paddock and take as many pictures as you could. sometimes, you would sneakily take a picture of him, that would be kept hidden in a folder where nobody could see. it wasn't that you were ashamed of the newfound love you had for the driver, but rather than you didn't want to ruin a perfectly good friendship for some weird feelings that you weren't sure were even real. maybe you only liked him because you had a few things in common that you could talk about for hours. you were sure that you weren't actually in love with him. maybe, you were trying to convince yourself that you weren't.

after a few hours roaming the area, you decided it would be best for you and your poor, tired, feet, to go back to the aston martin garage to rest for a bit. when you were about to reach your destination, you noticed that felipe had stopped walking beside you, and when you turned, he was a couple of meters behind, still. "what happened, feli?" you called him by the nickname that you gave him back when you first started talking. "can i take a picture of you?" he shyly said. felipe knew that you preferred to remain behind the lense at all cost, noticing this for the first time when he checked your instagram page and there wasn't a picture where your face showed entirely: you were always hidding, either behind the lense on a mirror pic, or somehow covering your face with your hands.

felipe didn't understand why you did it. he thought you were the most beautiful person in the world, ever since seeing you and your worried face for the first time, back in november when you were trying to make your way through the crowd. at the time, he hadn't realized just important you would become to him. and now, after all these months knowing about his feelings for you, he still wasn't sure how would he manage to ask you out without die trying. so the only way he found was through the camera, and with lance's help. you groaned at his persistence in taking a picture of you, but knowing that you had taken plenty of him throughout the day, you felt kinda obliged to let him have at least one.

The crash was scary. His car was hitten by another one and then by the barriers. But luckily he could leave it on his own foot and no serious damage was done. On the medical centre they told him that there were no big issues, only bruises and pain for a few days.

As the day went on, he felt his back and side getting worst. It was stiff and the slightest movement hurt.

You were leaving the paddock and he had an arm around your shoulders. It was a. Cute gesture of his, but you could feel how he was leaning on you while he walk.

"Oh baby, take it slow and deep slow breaths" You had to help him in and out the car. Gladly, his trainer was driving.

"I'm a bit sore, just that" He would try to brush it off. "Okay, baby. But you have to rest. The doctor said it"

At the hotel room, you had to help him taking his clothes off, a purple patch forming on his skin.

"Can I put some cream on it?"

His blue eyes looked at you scared. You knew that he was in actual pain but he wouldn't tell you because he is a *man*.

"I'll be careful. You love my massages"

"I love your massages if you are in your underwear"

"Well, I can take my clothes off, but not funny business today. You have to rest"

He would laugh a bit and roll his eyes.

"Okay. A bit of cream won't hurt" "It will help, idiot"

So a few minutes later he was laying on his boxers, face down and on starfish position.

"Marcus, hey. Tell me if it hurts too much"

He would hiss when you forgot to warm the cream on your hands. "Ups"

Slowly and trying yor best, you gave your boyfriend a massage on the hurt area.

"You are an angel. A true angel"

You were sitting on his butt and his face was turned to the side, so you leaned and kissed his cheek. He had a bunch of moles and freckles on it that you loved to kiss. So you did. Leaving soft pecks on his skin, you wandered around his face, neck and shoulders. It helped him. The anxiety from the crash slowly faded away and his muscles relaxed. With your hands on his bruised side and your lips on his face, he felt in heaven.

"It feels so good, baby" "Are you feeling better?" "A bit" "Do you want some food? I can order something" "Oh yes"

So you ordered his favourite food and an ice pad for his back.

"Don't move Marcus, you have to put this on the bruises for a while" "It's cold" "It's ice"

You had to help him to get to the sofa.

"You should feed me" "Your hands are okay" "I crashed" "You are lucky you are cute"

It was funny after all. The idiot would open his mouth and you would make plane noises. "Ups, I don't have a plane license baby" You said after smashing a piece of cake on his cheek.

Laughing was painful "Ouch" "I said slow movements." "Stop making me laugh!"

At the end you started to think he was faking a bit.

"Have I told you you are an angel?" "I think so" "You are" "I am"

"Ouch. Ah. Oof" He was trying to lay on the bed without help. "Give me your hands, Marcus"

You helped him to get in the bed and layed next to him, an arm falling with care over his abdomen.

"I will bring you every race weekend" "Don't you dare to crash every race weekend"

"It would be lovely if you gave me another massage, to help me with sleeping and all." "You didn't want to"

"Please?"

"And that's P1!" You heard your engineer on the radio. But you were feeling that excited. You had a weird knot in your stomach. A sour taste in your mouth. Liam and you weren't exactly best friends. You had been fighting the whole year for the title and each time you saw each other, the bickering was there. You couldn't avoid it. His whole presence made you nervous.

When you passed next to him during the cooling down lap, he was still next to the car. And oh, he looked devasted.

As soon as you parked the car, you went to celebrate with you team. But when you got free, you went directly to Liam. You found hin in a corner of his team's garage. It was as if he had just arrived. He still had the helmet on and his gloves were on a chair. You took a deep breath and walked to him, some members of the team congratulating you.

You couldn't believe what you were gonna do.

You touched Liam's shoulder and he snapped at you, moving his shoulder and grunting a don't fucking touch me. You took a step back, you hand close to your chest. What were you even expecting?

He looked then at you. He was crying. You stomach twisted. You had seen him furious, you had seen him in really bad positions. As he has seen you. You had always been good getting the worst of each other. But nothing like this. And you didn't even knew if he was feeling like that because of you.

He was looking at you in the eyes. He had a death glare that made you weak on the legs.

"If you came here to tub it on my face just leave. I'm not in the mood" He said with a raspy voice.

You felt your breath leaving your body for long seconds.

"I came to check on you".

"And why would you do that?"

Why were you doing it? No idea.

"I don't even know..." You whispered feeling out of breath. "I felt I had to do it"

Liam harshly pulled his helmet and let it fall in the ground, a loud thud resonating in the whole garage. He went to open his suit now, but the zipper got stuck. You saw him fighting with it for long seconds. You saw how. His breath got heavier and his face twisted. So you stepped in. Carefully and really slowly, you took his hands. Yours were shaking. He looked at you without blinked.

"Let me. Let me help you" You said stuttering in your words and barely whispering. He let his hands fall on his sides and watched carefully as you freed the zipper.

You felt as if you were alone with Liam. As if those mechanics weren't there looking at you with weird looks. They were so used to see you jumping to each other's throats that they didn't know how to act. Neither did you.

Once the zipper was half his chest, you stopped and looked at him. He had an illegible look on his eyes.

"YN, what are you doing there? You have to go to the podium". You heard someone from your team calling you.

Liam ran his hand through his hair and looked over your shoulder.

"Go" He muttered in a low voice.

You looked at him and nodded.

That felt surreal. Like a dream. As if you were on a cloud.

As you were standing on the podium trying to look unaffected by what had happened, you saw him in a corner. He was shoulder to shoulder with Juri and Marcus. He had never watched on of your podiums if he wasn't up there with you.

Later that afternoon, when everyone was leaving, you were lucky to find him. He was in his team hospitality. He was at the door talking to Jüri and when he saw you, he became silent.

Jüri turned around and looked at you, then at Liam again. They seemed to had a mental conversation because Jüri said a quick goodbye and left.

He was gestured you to come in, so you followed him. He took you to a room and closed the door. What were you going to say? What did you wanted to do?

You stared into each other's eyes for a while.

"What happened?" You asked softly. There hadn't been a crash with another driver o a difficult turn.

"I don't know. I lose the control."

"How? You are an amazing driver..."

"Don't you think I know? I made a mistake."

You closed your mouth, the cold remark hitting harder than it normally would.

"I wouldn't have win anyways"

You saw how he tensed his jaw. He had a big ego and hated to loose. Even more if it was against you.

"You raced so good, Liam." You were being completely sincere. It has been intense, hard and difficult. He had been the perfect opponent, batting you and taking the best out of you.

"And I fucked it up at the last moment"

"I wish you had been with me at the podium. I... I couldn't ask for a better enemy or... Opponent. Whatever." You looked at your feet, his gaze was to intense out of sudden.

You stayed silent for a while. When you looked up at him. He had a hand on his eyes. He was crying again.

You didn't doubt, you crossed the room in two or three big steps and trapped him in your arms. He grabbed into you at the moment. On of his arms was around your shoulders and the other around your waist. Your were around his torso. There wasn't even a millimeter between you. He sobbed in your shoulder and you caressed his hair trying to calm him down.

"It's okay, Liam".

"No it's not. I could have been in the podium with you. But I spinned and crash. Almost on the finish line."

"You will come back stronger. I know you. I have tasted it. I have seen how you are after something like this. I know you will fight for it and I would be there to make it as difficult as possible".

That made him smile a bit and you felt your heart beating faster.

He looked at you in the eyes and cupped your cheek. You gasped as he leaned and kissed you softly.

You grabbed harder into him and kissed him back.

You were kissing Liam Lawson and you were enjoying it.

Soon he had you trapped against the wall, his tongue deep in your mouth and your hands on his hair. The kiss was intense and breathtaking. When you pulled apart you were both panting.

You looked into each other's eyes.

To say that you were confused was short. You had his head between your hands, you were playing with his hair and you could still taste his tongue on yours. He had hug you, cried on your shoulder and kiss you as if you were the air he needed for breathing.

"What is going on, Liam?" You said.

"Why did you came to check on me this morning?"

"I felt it. I had to do it. I wanted to see how you were doing"

He cuddled into you. You could feel his breath on your neck.

"I'm so confused right now". You heard him say.

You nodded and kissed his cheek.

"Me too"

How did years of battles and hateful words ended like this? It was still a mistery for you.