#f.aceless

And who might this be?

❝Am I allowed to say Yoo Jaehyun again?❞ Chuckling at the fondness and important she holds towards her husband, Jinri knew she was being selfish even though her voice was laced with playfulness. Other than the names she had previously mentioned, Jinri soon named another person that holds an important place in her heart. ❝Lee Jieun❞ Her smile widens at  the soloist’s name followed by a soft giggle. To Jinri, Jieun is someone who has the same wavelength of thinking as her. Their jokes ranges from green to heartbreaking sarcasms. Other than Jieun being Jinri’s girl crush, Lee Jieun is someone who she can truly rely on when life becomes  difficult. Albeit the soloist is busy with her own schedules, Jinri would make sure to leave a sweet message to the girl everyone now and then. ❝She’s my woman crush wednesday!❞

The last time they broke up there wasn’t any specific reason to what they’ve fought about; it was mainly because she was overthinking. Had they fought? Jinri could only remember how she was the problem, and not Jaehyun. ❝Honesty, we haven’t fought. It’s only me creating the problems. I’m stubborn. I overthink. And that’s what drives Jaehyun insane. Thinking about it now, I’m pretty sure the reason why we have problems is because I overthink. Yeah. I’m messed up like that, but hey at least he loves me till the end, right?❞ 

❝Enough to not find the right man but to wait for him.❞ Her words were concise. Short, but it’s straight to the point. The female had experienced all the types of love one may describe be it fleeting, summer, puppy, and abusive; she had felt it all. ❝But I’m thankful for them, my exes, if they didn’t break my heart - I wouldn’t have matured and be the woman I am today. I won’t have the knowledge of how to handle a true relationship. Heartbreaks are meant to be a lesson just like how challenges are.❞

Physical. Emotional. Intellectual. Jinri thought and shook her head at the question. Even up to this day, Jinri had no definite answer to what had her fall for the man who had knelt down and asked her to be his wife. Everyday, the female finds something new to why she is head over heels for the man. Was it his laugh? his witty personality? his sarcasm? his ‘old’ style of basically anything? If she were to answer one trait or characteristic that made her fall in love, it won’t be enough. How is she suppose to answer a question with an answer she doesn’t know? ❝I don’t know. It’s not because I really don’t know, but there are lots of things that made me fall for the ‘flat butt’. I can’t pick one. I know that up to this day he still ends up making me fall for him. It’s something constant. One day I’ll tell myself I’m in love with this man, the next I’m falling for him all over again. It’s not because I fell out of love, but he has ways - I don’t know if he notice it or what, but he makes me fall for him even with the tiniest bit of affection, sweet words. But I know this for a fact, Jaehyun is the only person who is capable to make this Choi feel so much all at the same time.❞

‘Spider lady’ ? Do describe yourself, love.

“Thanks, love. I won’t don’t worry. It’s just the morning blue. Overthinking too, maybe?”