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Old thoughts by Lionel Prado on Flickr.

Kyoto, Japan, via pinterest

Overall depressed as fuck. I don't give two shits about school cuz it's all oriented around math and I've seriously been reconsidering my program but I'm missing a significant amount of pre-reqs.  Growing up my career path was so clear that I only took classes that led up to becoming an actuary or financial analyst but now I have no idea what career I want to pursue anymore.  I run and hide from these thoughts with drugs and alcohol which has damaged my relationship with my family.  Got into a pretty bad car accident last night because of the storm and essentially totaled my car.  For those of you who don't know, I love my car.  I wash, wax and even paid for snow tires with my own money.  My problems also seem so insignificant compared to others who have safety issues or lack access to clean water, education, shelter, etc...I wanna die but don't wanna die.  Do you see my problem?

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