#exusval

"... You are one of my best friends, Tachibana-kun. I am glad that we have met."

★★★★★ 5/5

[??? (EXUS) 20:04] i'm here! !! im sso glad you asked tot talk to me again ,i hope im not annoyign when i type. ..!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:05] Oh gosh, you aren't annoying when you type!! Why would I ever be annoyed at you?

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:05] <4

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:05] Heck, wait.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:06] <3 !! There we go.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:07] How have you been?? (*ﾟｰﾟ)ゞ

[??? (EXUS) 20:07] YES!!! thtts so cut e ffuck..

[??? (EXUS) 20:07] hold on le tme get my fursuit.................

[??? (EXUS) 20:07] ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:08] Awww, that's a cute bear!!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:09] （＠◇＠）No wait! (。-`ω´-) Doesn't this look like a cute bunny?? (/)v(\ )

[??? (EXUS) 20:09] it is!! not as cute as you thouhg!! ;^)

[??? (EXUS) 20:09] AWit wait check thsi one out

[??? (EXUS) 20:10] (∩｀-´)⊃━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟʕ•ᴥ•ʔﾟ.*･｡ me wrecjing the fuck out of monoebaear

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:11] Awww, you're making me embarrassed... ( //~//) you're cute as well!!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:12] THAT'S PERFECT...

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:12] Whoops, capslock.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:13] (ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ <--- This is me cheering you on!!

[??? (EXUS) 20:13] SHTi :

[??? (EXUS) 20:13] ヽ(⌐■_■)ノ♪♬ me partying

[??? (EXUS) 20:14] nice

[??? (EXUS) 20:14] ヽ(⌐■◡■)ノ♪♬ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ me partiyng with my cute boyfriend

[??? (EXUS) 20:14] ＮＩＣＥ

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:15] That would have been fun...

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:16] But that's us!! Hehehe!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:17] (Ɔ˘⌣˘)(˘⌣˘ C) I wish this could be us again!! :^(

[??? (EXUS) 20:19] i

[??? (EXUS) 20:22] ...don ' make me e rcy

[??? (EXUS) 20:22] s hit

[??? (EXUS) 20:22] too late

[??? (EXUS) 20:23] bXUT IM ALwaUS HERE... WITH YOU. ..i neever lef tyour side, remember?remember i promised,

[??? (EXUS) 20:23] ( ˘ ³˘)♥

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:24] Nooo...don't cry! ill cry too.. .

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:26] :'^(

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:26] you did promise me but its somewhat lonely without you here and stuff

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:27] and people probably hate me and my hand still hurts a lot more as well as my gut :^(

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:28] ...But at least I can talk to you again!!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:28] （´・｀ ）♡

[??? (EXUS) 20:30] katsumi-kun. .....

[??? (EXUS) 20:30] aeughhgghg

[??? (EXUS) 20:30] i ffailed a s your boyfiirend i coudl have styed with you, ubt i could,even do that

[??? (EXUS) 20:31] who the fuckp cares abtou that pnbunch of assholes , they dont know who the ufck the'yre hating on

[??? (EXUS) 20:31] odnt h8, appreci8

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:32] Nonono! It's not your fault for getting killed. You were being targeted and that's how the events went.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:33] You've been too kind to me and I don't know what to do in return... (╯︵╰,)

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:34] I still love you. Even if I'm alive (I dont know how long that would be.) and you aren't, I still love you!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:35] And I'm sure I'll meet you soon.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:35] ♡＾▽＾♡

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:36] And you're right... they are jerks and all. Hehe. No hate! Only appreciation! That sounds ideal...

[??? (EXUS) 20:36] please.....pleae dont say that 

[??? (EXUS) 20:36] no ....

[??? (EXUS) 20:36] no....no ...

[??? (EXUS) 20:36] ouy're not gonna die. .. you'll eb fine..its ok i

[??? (EXUS) 20:37] katsumi-ku n its going to be ojkay dont

[??? (EXUS) 20:37] sd,f;ds

[SYSTEM 20:37] You have typed an unknown command.

[SYSTEM 20:37] You have typed an unknown command.

[??? (EXUS) 20:38] shtiut up fuckign system ! !werher the fuck is the REsurEction command, oyu piece of shit ? what kind of comands are even here ?'

[??? (EXUS) 20:38] no ims sorry i cant let you die, shirogane-kun, you have to live, please; do me just that one favor

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:39] ...

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:40] im so sorry i dont know if i can go ahead and live in these conditions im not...

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:41] im nnnot as strong as you may think and im pretty sure that either id be randomly executed or murdered in this place

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:42] or even worse. id have to kill someone if it comes down to it and with those factors its likely that i wont...

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:43] i dont know if i can accomplish that i mean ill try my best but i jsut donr knoa anymor

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:44] im sorry. .. i can't say that ill complete that favor all the way.. .

[??? (EXUS) 20:48] please.............

[??? (EXUS) 20:48] d o it f for me

[??? (EXUS) 20:49] p l ease

[??? (EXUS) 20:50] i cc catn do tihs

[??? (EXUS) 20:50] i cnt lcontinue on knowing tyoue're dead_

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:55] im so sorry i d on't know anymore i sjuf

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:56] it's also hard for me to cont inue on w ith this lif e i have now that you're ggon e;

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:57] we'll see each other if i die!! if. if the '''afterlif e''' truely does exis t rather thh han some heaven or hell

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 20:58] that w old br nice.. .

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[??? (EXUS) 21:01] as long as you( promise me it wont hurt ou

[??? (EXUS) 21:01] as logn as its painless

[??? (EXUS) 21:01] i know wha t you''dre feeling, im

[??? (EXUS) 21:02] you'rer plrobably right agfter all, it' selfish of me eto ask that. i jst wish what''s best for you. . i'd love to hav e you cbakc by my side

[??? (EXUS) 21:02] ilove you...........

[??? (EXUS) 21:03] (๑′ᴗ‵๑)♥

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 21:04] i promise. i really do promise. i don't want to feel any pain anymore than i already do.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 21:05] if i can prevent my death from being painful, ill do it.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 21:06] i love you too (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) super duper much!!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 21:07] uhh how do they sometimes say it on the internet. uh.

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 21:09] ''rabu''? im not sure i remember people using it all the time and it sounds like a bad pronounciation of "love" so (;;ﾟｰﾟ)ゞ

[??? (EXUS) 21:10] oh my god,

[??? (EXUS) 21:10] rabu .,,

[??? (EXUS) 21:11] <3

[??? (EXUS) 21:11] i thtink the time ..is running short.. befoer this randomly cuts out , please take c are,, hold the promise for me ,

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[BLUE (KATSUMI) 21:12] ...

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 21:12] I'll try.

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[??? (EXUS) 17:52] FGGHkR*

[??? (EXUS) 17:52] OH GO TGMFH_________

[??? (EXUS) 17:52] NNNoO ONN THIS IS A JOK e!THIS is a g

[??? (EXUS) 17:52] lmao

[??? (EXUS) 17:52] lm

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[BLUE (KATSUMI) 17:52] ...Shoot. Uh. 10 seconds? Wow. ahah. . ahah. wow if this is really you then i can say that i hope you're doing well in where evver you are?

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 17:53] fuck i cant even tyep in perfect syntax anymreo i cant see the screen

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 17:54] i really missed you fshkj

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[??? (EXUS) 17:54] katsumi

[??? (EXUS) 17:54] ist realy you? its realyl? its? katsumi-kun ?

[??? (EXUS) 17:54] P .PLEASE DN T LEAVE ..pwaIT wait /§ STAY WITH ME !!

[??? (EXUS) 17:55] I LOVE YOU!!!

[??? (EXUS) 17:55] I LOVE YOU ! !PLEASE STAY ...stay!

[??? (EXUS) 17:55] 00000000000

[SYSTEM 17:55] You typed an unknown command.

[??? (EXUS) 17:55] p oh my od..i cnt ssee whht im typoen through ttheresedr ufckign tezrs 44( im probalbl y brekaign the machin

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[BLUE (KATSUMI) 17:57] fuckfuck fuck im here i jsut needed a moment man ic ant really see ? as well

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 17:57] im just really glad i can talk to you again and know that youre doing well ;_;

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 17:58] dont break the machien you're going to hurt yourself if you do oh god

[??? (EXUS) 18:00] god........god fucking!!dantmnt it !!! 88888888888

[??? (EXUS) 18:01] i m not well im' not well without you oh h hh if someone oucodl shut me upo i'd be jsut DAndy!

[??? (EXUS) 18:01] i cant eevne feel any pain anymroe this is scary!!this is! i dont know wher ei am, my arm si somehow heaaled, it'd be a pain to writt with jsut one hand of god . .. . .

[??? (EXUS) 18:02] katsumi-ku,n. . 4Im so sorry ........im so sorry...imso soryrr ..i could tn n stay with you .i m fuckin g gross..

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:02] whats done has been done and you cant change that and i dont blame you. .. i really dont i just miss you a lot and i want you to come back

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:03] i wooudl rather not feel pain than do since gghghg ahaha my hand really hurts right now in all honest y

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:04] bbut hey!! your arm is healed that s good!! ;^;

[??? (EXUS) 18:04] I WILL OCME BACK

[??? (EXUS) 18:04] LIM ON MY WAY BACK RIGT NOW IM GOING ABCK( WAIT FOR ME

[??? (EXUS) 18:04] ohym fuck is that an emote ? is that an emot its so cute, ,, wait let me see what emote i got here',

[??? (EXUS) 18:05] ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ <---- me on my way back 2 see u

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:05] you dont have to make an effort to go back to me because i know i won't survive this place my chances are low after this trial

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:06] ㅜㅅㅜ i use emotes a lot.. . though that's only on the computer since i find written emotes to be slightly unnerving and abnormal im unsure why!!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:07] and oh gosh thats such a funny looking emote...

[??? (EXUS) 18:08] NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[??? (EXUS) 18:08] you have to live!!!!!!!

[??? (EXUS) 18:08] you HAEV TO LVIE please promise me // i swear to gof

[??? (EXUS) 18:09] look lok ok ljsut show you this emote ? this one? i never thougt it'd come in havndy

[??? (EXUS) 18:10] <2

[??? (EXUS) 18:10] <3*

[??? (EXUS) 18:10] that looks like a heart dman right

[??? (EXUS) 18:10] i love you <3

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[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:11] i won't survive and ill see you again! im sorry i cant keep that promise im not strong enough to do that im so sorry

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:12] thats a cute emote. .. <3

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:12] i love you too <3 ill talk to you as much as i can!!

[BLUE (KATSUMI) 18:13] this is goodbye!! for now. maybe ill meet you soon.

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[??? (EXUS) 18:15] don't do that to me .. . .

[??? (EXUS) 18:15] please wait......

[??? (EXUS) 16:53] ??? ?? ?? ? ? KATSUMI-KUN,??! no ..ufck 'ufc morino-san? ?? morino-chan si it you ??

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 16:54] Yes, it's me. I'm sorry I'm not Shirogane-dono, but I can assure you that he is okay. At least as alright as you can expect him to, but I try to help him as much as I can. I'm sure he will reach out to you soon!

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[??? (EXUS) 16:59] GHDGDFLJBN

[??? (EXUS) 16:59] fDFGF''-ç itss 3ohyM myogd /. .. SHIT !!SHIT§

[??? (EXUS) 17:00] morino-chan imts so sorry it' s all my fuckign fualt please pels im itTS ALL beucaeus of the susptid HP POTIon trick iM0 SO STUPID Ii dDIdnt mean tot abandon you guyds i,m so sorry ..please forgvie me ..

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:02] It's okay, Exus-kun. You couldn't have known that he would trick you like this. I should be sorry for not being more attentive. I'm so sorry that this had to happen.

[??? (EXUS) 17:04] no !! its not your fualt oh my godf i told you..its never yougr fault pelase odnt blame yourseldf.. please. .!! j .just watch katsumi-kun for me keep him safe..dont let hi(m get in troulbe or il'l never forgoive myself......iff i had survivde we coudl hav made it through the end all toghether..all of us. .... pleas morino-chan be saf e you too...

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:05] I will do my best to keep Shirogane-dono out of trouble. But I don't know if I can promise it.

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:05] I already broke so many promise, I don't want to break more and fail my friends.

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:06] I'm scared.

[??? (EXUS) 17:06] nonoonnonono

[??? (EXUS) 17:06] nono no no listen to me,

[??? (EXUS) 17:06] you are storng! i believe in you !!! i know youcn be strongegr than msot of please just dont let yourself be killed plaese protect yourself

[??? (EXUS) 17:07] that's hte only thing i wont forgive f you fail. save yourself. please!!

[??? (EXUS) 17:07] don't be scared... dont.. pleasle.. they'r a bunch of losers that dont compare......dont be scared....

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:08] Thank you for your kind words. They mean so much to me, Exus-kun. I will do my best to survive. I will try my best to catch the mastermind, so we can all leave this place.

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:08] Thank you. Truly, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

[??? (EXUS) 17:08] i wish onlt for your welfare . ..!!

[??? (EXUS) 17:09] pleas stay as radiant as yuo were that time we spoke int the lounge.. i need ouy to give katsumi-kun some of your postitivveness it wil do both of you well..!!!

[??? (EXUS) 17:09] im not sure if im crying rn or its a thing in my eye,'whoops

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:10] You are right. I have to keep smiling, after all. Grandpa always said that especially at grim times, you have to smile your brightest smiles.

[BLUE (KAZUMI) 17:10] Is it raining at your end, too?

[??? (EXUS) 17:11] raining?

[??? (EXUS) 17:11] i wish i knew

[??? (EXUS) 17:11] because, ell, you see, we cant see the sky,

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[??? (EXUS) 13:05] oh my ogd

[??? (EXUS) 13:05] who is this

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:06] This is Valentina Rose speaking!

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:06] Or typing I suppose!

[??? (EXUS) 13:06] holy hst

[??? (EXUS) 13:07] wiat ? ?wait? what? who is valentina rose?

[??? (EXUS) 13:07] what is hapeEnING

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:07] I'm Valentina Rose I just said!!

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:08] We're using this to communicate between our two classes I believe! Is a Morino Kazumi with you?

[??? (EXUS) 13:08] what twO classe

[??? (EXUS) 13:08] wait a mintu oh my god :

[??? (EXUS) 13:08] OHh you mean. .. are you , are u perhaps from okenesoe

[??? (EXUS) 13:08] onekaos

[??? (EXUS) 13:08] oekesnaef

[??? (EXUS) 13:09] smth about ocea

[??? (EXUS) 13:09] DID YOU SAY KAZUMI,???!

[??? (EXUS) 13:09] ar yuo some friend of them ? are they okaY?

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:11] Oh gosh I can't keep up with your messages!!

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:11] Do you mean ocean? I've been residing in a sea centre yes!!

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:13] I hope so!! We communicated earlier, I hope we are friends! She seems to be doing well! If she's from your class why do you not know of her status?

[??? (EXUS) 13:14] oh my god...' im so sorry i'lll slow dwn!!

[??? (EXUS) 13:15] you spoke to kazum i i'm so glad.. im os glad she's fine oh ym god i hope no one kills hertoo oh my og ,wait Rose-san.. is it true you poeple also ave a monobeear and a killing game...?? ive seen ppl like tsukino-san come ere after thy said ehty were also killed....!

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:16] Thank you Mysterious Person-chan!

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:16] I'm afraid that's true... we've los wait you know Tsukino Hoshiko?? Oh gosh!! I lost her early on, they said she was murdered where are you??

[??? (EXUS) 13:17] im fuck i dindt introduce myseldf... you cn call me tachibana shun that will b enough!

[??? (EXUS) 13:17] im very sorry about tsukino-san they aer very nice..i dont understadn why they were killed

[??? (EXUS) 13:17] tho i dont realyl know where we are its a ltilte scary it looks like a cave? ?a weird cave_like a dungeon or somthing its .. i dont know..whoever u are rose-san dont let yourslef get killed..

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:18] Oh gosh am I able to talk to the dead now??enchanted to meet you Tachibana-chan and I'm sorry for your loss!!

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:19] Is that what you say to the deceased I don't know

[BLACK (VALENTINA) 13:19] A dungeon you say? Oh gosh that sounds adventurous I hope you are all faring well!I'll do my best to keep progressing here!

[??? (EXUS) 13:19] its good to know theres still hope i hoep you can keep it up!

[??? (EXUS) 13:20] im nto sure either what you say to the dead but

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IM FUCKIN AWAKE WHAT THE FUCKb!!!!!!!

just as i was about to run to do hw and then sleep

Victim: ExusVal Shun Tachibana Location of Body: Lockers Room Cause of Death: Cardiac Arrest Time of Death: 1:59 AM

He waited a few more minutes until the screen went off for good, until people started reacting to their comrade’s death, still holding on tight to Shirogane. He had to breathe in some air to oxygenate his lungs and take in all the events that happened.

—keep falling down, one by one—

He pulled back slowly, then hesitantly let his hand slide down Shirogane’s arm until he grasped his hand; gently tugging at it to guide him toward the elevator. As they proceeded, he passed by his podium to grab the rifle he left there— in case someone would think of stealing it. He tried to hold it up with his broken arm, which was already hurting much less, but he wanted to make sure he could at least use his able hand for Shirogane.

—disappearing—

"I c—can’t stand seeing you in that state… Think of something else. Think of something good. Something really cool. Think of… of cool geology stuff… schist… uhm… quartz. Gronite, was it? Or granime? grandma? Graham Crackers?"

He tried to laugh at his own ignorance, he literally had no idea what he was talking about, but better say something to fill in the blanks while he took him away from the courtroom. He waited until both of them stepped in to speak up again, waiting for the rest to get in and the elevator to start up.

—separated, forever—

"I’m… I… I’m right here…"

The grim around his hand tightened a little as his gaze fell down to the floor, biting his lower lip. As he said that last sentence, the elevator started moving away from it’s original floor.

"J…ust keep thinking positively, keep your th-thoughts in check, alright? What else could you think of…"

How could he literally have no idea of what could make his 'boyfriend' happier at this rate? How could he not have asked if there was anything to appease him, to make sure he would stop feeling so tormented? Did he even ask why he had that fear? But, wouldn’t it raise even more traumatic memories to ask? Was it just a fear…? or…

—you’ll abandon him too

it’s passed down generations. we are selfish, Shun

This sick, gut-wrenching feeling resurfaced again, chastising himself in his mind to repress everything and focus on what could help the other.

we’re quitters

A rather forced smile formed on his face.

"You could just… think about nothing at all. It’s probably hard to do, but it’s the best feeling."