I just saw the aesthetic thingy for ur fics and at the moment I'm just reading 35mm but it sort of feels like a 80's coming to age film???? like I KNOW it's a modern thingy and I know I'm reading yns messages and twitter EXISTS I KNOW, but it kinda sorta feels like the excitement in the movie theaters when the lights go off and a movie starts and it feels like autumn and like colors red and green and windbreakers and the sound of leaves crunching and quick walks under the rain because you don't wanna get wet.
I feel like yns squad are sunlight bathing plants on a balcony and it's also feeling the sun on your skin (both yearning and also feeling whatever feeling itself). it's protection and care and also it's looking at the people you love interact. they are loud laughs and quality time and rolling eyes and sighing. it's laughing so hard you cry and it's finding solace under a tree on a hot day.
yn and akaashi's relationship sort of kind of feels like liz's and darcy in pride and prejudice (akaashi is liz, since he couldn't give two single fucks, and sweet yn is darcy cause my girl is just in too deep) but they are the film because they are quiet dinners among too many people and looking at each other longing and also expecting to hear their voices. they are the awkwardness of small talk and also that one feeling of three am talks. they are long walks and dances that feel like it's just them. and are tall grass where they are looking for something and at the end it was them all along.
and anyways I just love 35mm so much, thank you for your writing and for sharing it with us <3
i don’t think i’m ever gonna understand what i did to deserve having such beautiful words spoken about something i wrote. this is so poetic and beautiful oh my god. i got actual goosebumps reading this like im so moved by this i don’t even have the proper words to respond