#extremely like

But I really want to be with him for a long time. 

I want to have nights like last night. I want you to be able to come over whenever, sit with my sister and I and just hang out. I want to be able to watch the most disgusting movies ever and still laugh. I want to be able to watch one of the most inappropriate funny movies and still feel clean. I want to just lay on a couch talking for hours and listening \'to music.

I especially want to fall asleep with you again, properly this time. Our bodies tangled together in a mess of blankets, not barely touching and splayed out on two couches. I want to feel you start to fall asleep and not have to wake you up. I want to fall asleep and not have you wake me up. I want to lie in bed with you, and have the best sleep ever.

Because I know it'd be great as long as I'm in your arms. Everything's great when I'm in your arms. Standing for two hours doesn't seem so bad as long as you're hugging me. Walking for an hour is great if my hand's in yours. I feel safe, protected, and in some way, loved. 

And I want this to last forever. And at the same time I don't. Not because there's anything wrong with you, but because I am scared. I'm scared because I have never liked someone this much, this fast. And no matter how hard I try to make my feelings slow down, I can't.