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Sorry
I'm sorry I haven't posted any stories since my birthday. Life has gotten in the way. And stuff is just happening.................
Anyways, I'm still writing!!! but just give me a while. I'm working on a 3,000 word paper for class that's due in one week. Butt loads of research.
I may not post so much of my personal stuff on here. I'll probably post it to my main blog. Cause I don't know if you guys want to know that stuff.
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I’m studying to good grades but at what cost?
cough. my mental health
guys i figured out the root of my problems: i'm just too damn smart for my own good
Extremely Exhausted- "I’ve had no energy for three days. Okay more like a few Earth years... or at least thats how it feels...”
“I’ve had no energy for centuries...” he muses. “I recharge, but I don’t feel rested...”
There’s nothing quite like been scolded by your manager like she’s your mum. Whilst you cry because you’re angry (I hate that) and also get a compliment for what you did wrong because it showed that you care... TODAY WAS HARD.
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The amount of people I have come out to today: 12. 10 girls in my orientation group and our leader, and then one random orientation leader who mentioned he was gay so I felt more comfortable.
San Francisco at night time is just 😍
manifesto for a friendship that will ruin me: 1. Access: i do not want to be accessible all the time. social media overwhelms me and the open access concept is for academic journals, not for maya. politicizing me is policing my being. stop.
2. Time: the concept of time in real-world versus the concept of time in my brain differs greatly. i do not realise movement of time—and when in my dream/space/recharging mode, time does not exist. now, i realise friendship exists in real-world time. i realise at times i have to get out of this dream/space mode: but it is a privilege i give to you if i do it. it is not a right. you may think it is a right to ask, as a friend, and at times, it is quite alright. but you do this once or twice a week, and expect me to be the container to your anxieties. i am not your therapist, i am not your heart. you are running away from yourself. you are scared. do not fill your fears onto me. this is too much. thinking you deserve my friendship on the get go is extremely presuming.
3. Priorities/Hierarchy/Boundaries: priorities; i need to set them, i do not care if you do not believe in it. i believe in it, because i rarely prioritise myself. and some relationships get prioritised over another, i’m sorry. i know this does not go well with your socialist mode of being, but again, stop politicizing the human heart. not everything is made to be shared equally. i believe in monogamous, one-to-one tendencies. this is all my energy allows at a time. i will give you time, when i am ready. i know this creates hierarchy, which you hate, and i know it boundaries have to be instilled, which again, you hate. our values are not the same in this, and this needs to be understood.
4. Modes of being/reception to it: (tbd)
5. Modes of communicating/reaction to it: (tbd)
6. Conclusion: You are Overwhelming my Being and i need for you to Stop. you give your anxieties to me and create new ones within me at the same time. STOP. stop making me victimize myself. you are being extremely abusive yet acting up like a victim with your loudness.
