Jan 6
i forgot how much i need to be able to talk to myself. as, the crazy person i am, [#insane person] [#insane and unashamed]
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i forgot how much i need to be able to talk to myself. as, the crazy person i am, [#insane person] [#insane and unashamed]
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I've somehow managed to avoid deep depression for over a year. Anger sneaks through, sadness too, but that deep depression.. The one that makes it difficult to sleep, difficult to get off at your exit instead of just driving forever, had disappeared for so long. It's been slowly seeping back in this year.
I wanna change things, make them better. How am I supposed to do that when getting out of bed, getting out of my car at work, is such an obstacle?
It’s not even been three months!! Here’s some art I’ve been doing.
I am PANICKING. Within the next three weeks I am ending my time at the company I've worked at for five years, moving an hour and a half away, and preparing for my new job. My brain is acting out in the form of small downward thought cycles. Like, "Just remember everyone you love will one day be dead" and "One day your parents will be gone and you'll never be able to see them again" and "How about a vivid dream where your pet rats are torn to pieces by birds." I'm excited for the changes but damn if this process couldn't just speed up a bit so I can stop experiencing this hellscape of a mental state.
Why! Does! Everyone! Have! Me! Play! New! Card! Games! Drunk!
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My nervous ticks are in full force lately and I am Suffering™
Finished my stage managing contract and days later a co-worker from my other job gets fired. She's was the main receptionist, worked there 28 years. So I've been working all her shifts. Which is. Cool. Money. But as a result I've been at my parents instead of moving upstate, like I'm supposed to be, and finding a temp job getting ready to move cross country. Way to throw a wrench in there universe.
I get on tumblr during and after the debates because it is the only platform that isn’t automatically flooded with commentary.