dear july 18, 2026:
i returned some textbooks and thought to myself, “why do i keep renting these if i don’t even read them?” and, almost immediately, i answered my own question, “cause i haven’t given up on myself. i’ll keep renting cause in the future i believe i will.”
i don’t know if that makes sense to anyone else, but it made sense to me. i just haven’t given up on myself.
love,
posey.








