extendlove replied to your post: I really should start taking my medication again. ...
If you don’t mind my asking, why did you stop? You don’t have to answer if it’s too personal because it’s really none of my business.
I think back in October, my Dr. upped my dosage to 300mg, and body just couldn't take it. I spent months self medicating with medication, and when I tired to kill myself those times, it was by overdosing, so my organs and functions are kind of shot when it comes to medication. I started loosing my memory, and it scared me to hell.
When I stopped taking my meds, I guess I lost motivation. Motivation to even start taking my meds again. I want to start taking them again, and i'm probably going to because I see my psychiatrist next Monday, and I don't want the whole repeat of the hospital thing again.