#exsa

Cómo puedo decirte, mejor, que quiero que me quieras. Intenté no ser directa pero sigues sin poner atención.

Tengo un trozo de tu tiempo, un trozo de tu sonrisa y una pizca de tu cariño. Pero no me basta, nunca bastará, necesito todo de tí. No me quieras poquito, quiéreme. Como si yo fuera ese sueño que tanto anhelas, como si yo fuera parte del futuro que estás planeando, como si yo fuera una persona tan importante en tu vida que no desees tenerme lejos.

Quiéreme, no sólo estés conmigo hoy, mañana, quizás después. No es eso lo que busco en ti, sé que es mucho pedir, porque éste mundo rompe demasiado dentro de todos. Pero quiéreme, yo curaré todo lo que te hayas lastimado, podre coser heridas abiertas y te ayudaré a ganar batallas contra la derrota.

Yo te daré todo de mí. Quiéreme. No soporto tenerte a medias porque vivo con el hambre voraz de sentir tu amor y ser la dueña indiscutible de un puesto entre las cosas que te hacen feliz.

Por favor, quiéreme. No me quiero ir.

asksdflfdksa yes I saw 💛 the amount of serotonin I received seeing tiny itty bitty sheep mc held in the hands of demons is immeasurable.

It's made me reassess my own MC and their initial experiences in devildom. They'd be so pissed off if they were landed in that tiny cute body which. honestly? yes. Exsa, the bitchiest manipulator in the Devildom, is now relegated to sheepdom for a solid 10 lessons. At least. Have fun trying to be intimidating now.

I am! I feel like I don't talk about Exsa enough - I spend all my time gushing over other people's mc's....

13. What’s a reoccurring dream/nightmare that they have, if any?

Exsa doesn't tend to remember their dreams, but one that has stuck with them. They're tied down and can't move, see, or hear. But they can feel, and sense and they know they're being stared at by others. They feel powerless and like they don't have any agency (wonder where that comes from)

42. What’s the most ridiculous thing they’ve ever spent money on?

They once bought a 1:1 replica of Anduril (Aragorn's sword from LotR) - complete with runes and Lothlorien scabbard. And it's functional as a real sword! They just. never expected to be able to use it for real sword reasons. or magic reasons (even though they maybe hoped that one day -)

49. If they were a plant, what would they be?

There's a joke in here that I would make if you knew me irl but unfortunately I cannot here as it would basically be doxing myself so I will refrain. So instead I will just say that they are Aloe Vera. They're quite hardy and very adaptable but also tend to be quite solitary.

5. What's something they're good at?

Besides working out what pushes everyone's buttons? Exsa is both stubborn and curious, meaning that as soon as something interests them, they will do whatever it takes to learn absolutely everything about that thing/person/phenomenon. They're very good at learning and assimilating all kinds of knowledge.

10. What quote best describes the relationship they have with the person they're closest to?

This one was really tricky because as soon as I saw it I immediately forgot every single quote I've ever read/heard. The only one that stands out is: “When someone leaves your life, those exits are not made equal. Some are beautiful and poetic and satisfying. Others are abrupt and unfair. But most are just unremarkable, unintentional, clumsy.”

It's from TAZ and it perfectly describes the sad, unexpected final parting they had with their grandmother.

20. If they could have ANY kind of pet what would they have?

This is your way of getting me to admit to the fact I have an Obey Me OC isn't it. You know that they have adopted a sentient demonic fungus named Leetil Creetshur (Creet) they found in a dirty soup pot. Creet is a miasmic ball that sometimes has flesh who talks in audibly mindbreaking clicks that you somehow still understand. Lucifer hates it and tried to get rid of it. Exsa made an ultimatum: either Creet stays, or Exsa leaves Devildom forever.