#explosive-skin

NO it was not your fault

 I made it so much worse than it was though I basically ruined any other chance I had with him which is just

Depressing 

I mean I don't think I had a very big chance at all but now he

definitely 

Delivered from ronok. 

Rule 1: Post the rules. 

Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make eleven new ones.

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post.

Rule 4: Let them know they've been tagged. 

1. Do you play an instruments?  Clarinet was my pick and play in schooling years ago. Adding that with piano, guitar, and drums for recent years. I believe you can pick up any instrument and fool around with it occasionally. Often,saying you 'play' because self taught playing should come before the real learning of its ways. You'll be surprised how much more swell it sounds sometimes not knowing all the notes to the specific instrument for a certain amount of time. 

2. Have you ever cosplayed? If so, what as? The First Cosplay of mine that I can track down dates back to  year 2001. My attire was Hobbit for the first showing of Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring. Tis my favorite, but not my best since you get better at bringing it all together with each new cosplay. The majority of my cosplays are usually for midnight showings of films. My best would have to be a Death Eater for the final installment of Harry Potter world. The mask was too stellar 

3. Do you have any pets? To my dismay, I do not. Though, constantly I am harping on any cats I see around me or that I visit at other's homes. I know I will have a black cat at some point, but for now I am the Cat- Lady without the cat. Just Lady 

4. Do you speak/read any languages other than English? This is magnificent: Language. I speak and read English, but try to up my words constantly on this one. German would have to come second for both ways. Japanese is easy to speak and hold up conversations after self teaching myself almost five years ago, but going back in the dust since Korean has taken hold. Korean sounds more lovely in my ears, but more difficult to speak and read. It'd be the fluffed up version of the harsh and assertive sounds of Japanese. Taiwanese would come last in the speaking, but none has been learned or applied for reading. I start off by watching foreign films of the Asian genre to learn speaking through cliche and common conversations. It helps tremendously by watching without subtitles. I'll always be grateful for my wiring in my brain to connect it all swiftly over time. 

5.  Do you believe video games are/ can be 'Art'?  Sir, any creation made from anything coming out of your mind can be Art or anything already there because it exists is Art. And not just by the beauty of it; It is Everything. And I mean that with all the tenderness of a Truth. To put plainly. 

6. What is your middle name? Or, if you'd rather not reveal it, what is the source of your handle? Feel free to answer both.  I was given two middle names. The first, Magdalena I have brought out of recent to let live more than it has these previous 18 years. I have heard its background, but that does not touch me. I still am creating its true meaning. The second has always been hidden and only told a few times, but I shall share. Only when the question is asked. The second: Love. I do not understand why it is attached to my identity and records. This could be the last mystery. My full name is Maria Magdalena Love Dietz. I used to cut off the Love part and keep the initials MMD. Thus, I am always The Doctor. 

7. Which of your tumblr posts has the most notes? You may look through my past posts and notes it has created. 

8. Do you wear any jewelry? And if so, what?  I wear a golden necklace with three rings connected with a small star hanging from the first ring on one side. Tis been day three of wearing this since I received in postage days ago. My amulet has meaning. 

9. What is, in your opinion, your worst habit? This would be the most difficult question habit out of the lot. I don't think of my bad habits as 'bad', since they affect me and not others. Now, it is things that I am coming to realize I forget to do and that used to happen often. I try to bring these few things back right now, but its coming back surely and happily. 

10. What was the last thing that made you cry? There is always a First and Last Time. The thing that brought tears was the departure of The Ponds in Doctor Who. Though, it was the classic sacrafice between two people. The streaming water from my eyes was mysterious and hit me hard. The moment has passed and cannot pin point the true emotions because its almost a week from that. That part of the episode was a delievered raw steak. I will leave it at that, for now. 

11. Do you collect anything? Throughout my daily travels I usually and if not always bring back to my Cave something. It can be something I've written or found. If you entered my Cave you would think one or  two things: You have too much clutter or Not enough clutter. I officially collect books and photographs upon photographs. 

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Here lies my own questions for yourself to react to: 

1.  What is the 'dark' part of yourself?

2. What is one thing you cannot live without right now in this current time of your life?

3. Any secrets right now that are consumed inside of you? Share if you dare. Secrets only are power to how much electricity you give them. 

4. Your top ranking Film today?

5. What mind set do you have today?

6. Let us, say you could give yourself any Super Power that was thought up from you hourly or by the seconds. Do you think in the end you would use it constantly or daily and become dependent on using this extra energy or no?

7. Regular Chocolate of any brand or Nutella? There can only be one. 

8. Have you decided upon something as of late to accomplish or experience?

9. Write a Poem. There is no frame set for how wide it can go. 

10. Look in the mirror. Come back and explain what you saw looking back into you.