#exploratory writing

It’s a verb,

Specifically, a state of being.

It is not a noun,

Like infatuation

Or adoration,

But it has the same connotation.

It is a feeling,

But I am actively subjected to it,

Like existence.

I wake up,

And I know how very far away you are.

I am doomed to wonder

How many steps

It would take

To make you sing that stupid song with me,

To laugh with me

Over a cup of Sunday coffee

And a beat up speaker.

I have this word, this feeling,

Towards you.

It so obsessively compels me,

That I must steal glances when you light up,

When you casually ask about my day,

When I have inexplicably

Poured my heart into a glass

And shoved it over to you

And apologized for taking up all the sound in the room.

I am a quiet person

Until you look at me.

Oh I could talk forever

If it kept you looking at me.

Have I told you that your eyes are most beautiful

When you’re sleepy?

When you put no strain on them

And let your head tilt ever so slightly?

You look so kind when you’re like that -

I know it’s exhaustion and I’m sorry for that.

It’s selfish of me to like this.

You.

Closeness.

I don’t know what this word is,

But I am stuck in it

And maybe it is a noun after all,

Because I am vehemently running away from it,

Rather than indulging -

I can’t.

I won’t.

I am far too venomous and pitiful;

I am not in the situation you need;

I am not a situation you need.

I acknowledge all this and still

I am filled -

I am existing -

In this unknown word.

It is much like love, I think;

Gentle, patient, kind, or whatever that stupid list is.

Yet, it is also

A stupid,

Vapid,

Incorrigible and unhealthy feeling.

I hope against fear

And fear to hope

That it will

One day

Fade.

For this is not

Something

Worth

Naming.

Not if it could hurt you.

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