Dec 27, 2017
“What is this?” he asked her
She looked down and saw that she was holding his hand in hers
“I don’t know..” she answered
She really didn’t
She had taken his hand as if it belonged to her
And she was holding it in hers as if it was the most natural thing to do
“What do you want?” he asked
She wanted everything and nothing
Her heart was 10 steps ahead of her and she was struggling to keep up
“I don’t know..” she answered again
It was the only answer she could give him
How could she stand there and tell him she wanted everything that wasn’t hers to have
She couldn’t tell him that she wanted him
She always felt too much
She had long retired the butterflies
Her body was a universe of exploding stars
