#exodrabble

      you felt his arms wrap tighter around your waist, as his soft cheek came in contact with yours. you took a deep breath of air in through your nostrils, as your body and mind slowly retreated back from the dream state they were previously in. you slowly opened your eyes, lashes fluttering as your eyelids opened, and you came face to face with the love of your life. there he was, in pure perfect form. his hair disheveled, face and eyes swollen from his sleep, cheeks puffed up, but nevertheless, perfection for you. his face came closer to your side, and you felt his mouth near the shell of your ear. a soft blow of air touched your ear as your lover whispered into the chilly, sunday morning, “i want my baby to have your eyes.”

in which you’re bestfriend with Kyungsoo, and he called you muffin

(re-upload, ‘Muffin’, on AFF 2018)

“Have a nice day.” You said.

“I won’t.” he coldly replied.

You rolled your eyes and left his side to walk with Chen. “If only he could be nicer.” You mumbled and Chen chuckling beside you.

“Then what? You gonna date him if he’s nicer to you, muffin?” Chen teased you with the nickname you got from him.

“Shut up.”

“Ah, sorry, you have a boyfriend.”

Chen continue laughing while you grumbling. You’re waving your hand to your friend, “Wendy! Wait!”

You semi run towards Wendy leaving Chen and your grumpy childhood bestfriend, Kyungsoo.

“How’s the exam?” Wendy asked while sipping her slushie.

“Surprisingly good!” you grabbed her slushie and sip it. “Can’t believe I answered all the question.”

“Hey, ladies.” Wendy’s classmate, Suji greet you and her. You’re not very close to Suji but she’s a pretty and nice girl, “wanna go grab lunch?”

You remember you promised Kyungsoo to have lunch with him after he handed the paper, “I’ll skip, I’m going to have lunch with Kyungsoo later.”

“He’s your boyfriend? I’m in the same science class with him.” Suji said.

“No, no,” you gestured your hands like an X, “we’re just childhood friends.”

“She has a boyfriend.” Wendy pointed at you, “Lay, from Art major.”

“Oh, I see… and Lay’s gonna join you for lunch later?” Suji asked.

“Uhm, no… he got another paperworks… so…”

“And he’s fine with your relationship with Kyungsoo?” 

“Of course,” you laughs, “they’re friends… I know Lay from Kyungsoo.”

-

You’re waiting for Kyungsoo at the College park and you saw him walking with Chen and Kai, “Dyo!” you called him by the nickname you gave him, it’s from his surename, Doh.

He turned to see you and nod, “what?”

“So what are we having for lunch?”

He raised his eyebrows a bit, “lunch? I just had lunch with them.” He pointed the two other boys.

“What???”

“Well, I’m hungry after finishing the paper.” He said it calmly, “you haven’t eat? It’s almost 3 pm.” 

“Because you—“ you harshly inhaled air and finally said, “yeah I haven’t eat, I’m just gonna grab whatever in the convinience store and eat it while walking home.”

You turned around and fished your cellphone from your bag and call your boyfriend.

“Hey, babe.” He answered.

“Where are you? I’m hungry, wanna go grab lunch?”

“I had one, you haven’t eat?”

“Not yet…” you sighs.

“I can’t go anywhere now, I’m still working on my final project.” He said. “You good?”

“Yeah, I’m fine… bye…” you hung up and walking towards your house, it’s not close from the Campus but you feel like enjoying the nice weather.

“Muffin!!”

You knew who’s voice it was but you keep walking.

“Where’s your lunch?” Kyungsoo jabbed your shoulders while panting after he ran after you.

“I haven’t buy one.”

“Let’s go.”

“Huh?” he pull you to a small market and next thing you know you’re sitting in front of bibimbap stall and Kyungsoo already order one for you.

“Even tho I told you to have lunch with me, if you’re hungry then go eat by yourself first.” He said while mixing the rice for you.

“I’m unlike you,” you said, “if I promised something to someone, I’ll keep it.”

He laughs, showing his cute gummy, “good girl,” he patted you head, “now eat.” 

You shove the spoon to your mouth and you know he’s watching you.

“Where’s Lay?” he asked.

“Busy with final project.” You shortly replied.

“Neglected again~” he sang the last part just to make you pout.

You scoffed while busy chewing your food.

“Hey, I saw you talked to Suji before.”

You turned to see him with squinting eyes. Kyungsoo never asked about a girl like this before. “Yeah.”

“She’s pretty like cupcakes.” He said.

You rolled your eyes, you have a history about you nickname that related to Kyungsoo and cupcake.

“We’re at a same class.” He murmured.

“Yeah, she told me that—“

“What if you set me up with her?’

You almost choked on your food, “you… w-what? You like her??”

“Well,” he shrugged his shoulders, “she’s cute.”

“You don’t like cute girls!”

“And who are you deciding what kind of girls I like?” he mocked.

You munch your food slower, “so… you like Suji?”

“I don’t know yet… but I think she’s cute.” Kyungsoo chuckles.

-

it wasn’t a double date since you were on a date with Lay and you told Suji if she wants to join, and you saw a brighter smile when you mentioned that Kyungsoo might be there too.

Lay and Kyungsoo talked about games they were playing and Suji seems to enjoying the conversation and you can’t help but observing how Kyungsoo being gentle to Suji. He likes the girl. You knew.

Moreover when Kyungsoo offering to walk her home.

He likes her.

You knew.

-

“How is it with her?” you asked Kyungsoo when you met him in front of your Campus gate.

“Huh?”

“Come onn… you know whom I was talking about.” You took the cola from his hand.

“We talked a lot on the way home.”

“And?”

He’s turning to see you, “I like her.”

You stop walking.

“Muffin?” he stopped and turned his heels and stretched his arms out, “my cola.”

-

The following week you saw Suji’s social media when he posted her picture with Kyungsoo and the caption was: love.

“Oohh~ my Kyungsoo have a girlfriend~” you teased him when you met him later on at the subway station.

He smiles widely, something he rarely done. “we went out just us few more times before I told her if she wants to be my girl.”

“Tell me the details!!” you asked when he pull you to the train and he found you both seats.

“What details? We went out for a meal and on the way home I told her that I like her, she said yes.” He plug the earphones on his phone and scroll the music directory, press play to a song and offer the other end of the earphone to you.

You took it without saying anything, “you happy?”

He nodded, “told you, I like her.”

-

“Valentine’s coming, do we have plans?” you asked Lay.

“Of course.” He kissed your hair, “dinner?”

You nodded while looking at him designing something on his computer tablet, “I hate your projects.” You murmured.

Lay laughing, “why?”

“I’m jealous that you put more attention to them than to me.”

Lay clicked ‘save’ and put it down on the table, then he joined you on the bed, his bed, “you missed me, aren’t you?”

“I’ve told you that million times but you always said: my final project this, my final project that.” You pouts and he kiss the pout away.

“Let’s go on a date on val’s day. I’ll book a place for us.”

-

He said that but he was the one coming to you asking, “have you book a restaurant for us?”

You can’t  help but furrowing your eyebrows.

“Hey, Soo.” Lay greets Kyungsoo who walks with you towards your class together.

“Me? Do I have to book it for us?” You raised your voice.

Lay looks confused, “yeah, no?”

“No.” You replied, “you said you’re gonna book a place for us, you told me that! Oh my God, Lay, I can’t believe—“

“You guys can join me and Suji.” Kyungso cuts you before you explode.

“Why would us??” you shout at him.

“Hey, babe, come on, we can join Kyungsoo and Suji… come on…” Lay tried to hug you.

“Yeah, me and Suji is gonna celebrate val’s day at the french restaurant down the street, it’s new, the place’s nice and the price is good, not gonna robbed us as student.” Kyungsoo explained.

“Let me go!” you escaped yourself from Lay and left them.

“Book another table for us, please.” Lay said to Kyungsoo and go after you.

-

You know you should’ve been mad to your boyfriend when he called you saying that he couldn’t make it to the val’s day dinner, but you really can’t because he said he’s stuck on train from Seokchon to Seoul due to heavy snow.

Then Kyungsoo came to your house. Alone.

“Where’s Suji?”

“She has to go to the hospital.” He said.

“Everything’s okay??”

He nods, “her little sister fell from bike and she has to be with her mom because her father is out of town.”

“Why don’t you come with her?” you asked.

Kyungsoo shook his head, “I haven’t being introduced formally to her parents.”

“Isn’t it the good time to be introduced to her mom at least?”

He shrugged his shoulders, “she said otherwise.”

You didn’t say anything for a while, looking at the bright winter afternoon, you two just sitting side by side on your house’s patio.

“Cold.” Kyungsoo murmured.

“Let’s get inside.” 

“Let’s just go to the restaurant.” Kyungsoo suggested, “I already made reservation, my reputation is at stake.”

You crinkle your nose, “you made two reservations, right?”

“Yeah, but the other one is under Lay’s name… just let the restaurant thinks that guy is irresponsible.”

-

It’s a set menu you got, pretty appetizers for each, steaks as the main course and one nice vanilla cake and ice cream as dessert for both of you to share.

Kyungsoo read a table tent that said something about special menu.

“Have you ever tried caviar?” he asked.

“Not yet, but I really want to try one… people said it’s amazing.”

“Who’s that people?” Kyungsoo raised one eyebrow.

“Uhm, some people on TV.”

He scoffed, “they give it for free as special val’s day menu.”

“Realllyy??”

Kyungsoo showed you the promotion then you raised your hand to call a waiter.

“Can I help you, miss?”

“Yes, uhm, can I have one sweet potato crème fraiche caviar?” you said, and Kyungsoo silently cooing at how you pronounce a hard name.

“Oh that special menu?”

“Yes,” You said, “it’s free, right?”

“Correct! It only have one super easy requirement to get that menu.”

You both raised your eyebrows, “requirement?”

“Just kiss your partner.”

“You don’t really want that caviar…” he said.

“I’m curious, and this actually a good chance I can taste that expensive shit…” you murmured, “but… well, damn you Lay Zhang!!” you cursed your MIA boyfriend, “where are you when I need you.”

“Okay let’s call that waiter and claim the caviar.” Kyungsoo said.

“What??” You saw him staring at you. “but the req—“

“Don’t act like we’re not each other’s first kiss.” He said just above whispers, and you’ll lie to yourself if you said you didn’t feel that bubble inside your chest.

“But that was…” you didn’t continue because hell, you were friends for ever with him and there’s no way you feel this way, and there’s no way he’s involving any extended feeling when he pick up that first kiss topic again.

Yes, you were each other’s first kiss, but that was because the 12 years old you and him were curious about how it feels when lips meet other lips, and it happened after you two watching a foreign TV series where the heroine kissing the love of her life.

“Have you ever kissed someone?” Kyungsoo asked one day when you both walked home after a piano lesson.

“Yeah.” You murmured.

“Liar.”

“Okay, never, but I know how to kiss.” You said.

Kyungsoo scoffed. “how?”

You gestured your fingers, putting it together, “pout your lips and go forward and stick it to—“

“Stick it???” Kyungsoo flinched, “stick??”

You sulked and walked away while he was laughing.

“Muffin!”

“Stop calling me that!” you walked faster.

He ran after you and pull your shoulder, “let’s try.”

“Try what?”

“Kissing.” He said.

“Gross!!”

“Okay then be a lip-virgin forever.” Kyungsoo walked passing you.

“Huh?” you started to worry, will someone kissed you later? or you will be a lip-virgin forever. “Dyo! Wait!”

“Stop calling me that!”

“Kiss me!”

he turned around, “huh…?”

you stood right in front of him, and your height was similar to him, it was years before he suddenly grew much taller than you. 

He was staring at you, and you can’t help but lowering your gaze. And when you’re looking at him again, he immediately avoiding you.

“So, w-what should I do first?” he asked.

“Just… uh…” you really can’t lift your gaze, suddenly he put his palm on your shoulder, and his feet move forward.

“look at me…” he said.

You lift your face and realised how close you were. Then you saw him started to close his eyes, and so do you, and after a long excruciating second, you’re finally feel something soft touching your lips.

His lips stayed there for another few second before detached them from yours. It was just a long innocent peck. But you and him were walking home in silence after that.

And no one talking about it again.

Until today.

“Are we really… gonna…” you search for Kyungsoo’s ‘I’m just kidding’ but you saw his flat face.

“Yeah, why not.” He shrugged, “I never had caviar, you too, and the requirement is only kissing you… easy.”

“Easy?” you scoffed, “kissing me is easy?”

“Lay knew better I bet, but, come on, nothing to lose, we would only gain two crème fraiche caviar in roasted sweet potato.” He made a yummy gesture by kissing his thumb and index finger together.

Yeah, what would be so hard with kissing him, right?

“Okay.” You said and Kyungsoo casually raised his hand to call a waiter.

“Can I help you, sir?”

“Can we get the caviar?”

“Of course, just show me your love to your girl, sir.” The waiter smiles.

And Kyungsoo reached out to palmed your jaw, briefly caressing your cheek before lift his gaze to meet yours, and your brain start telling you that this isn’t right. You should stop him, you shouls say no, you should—

His face is getting closer, and closer, and he tilt his head.

You hold your breath.

He stop for one milisecond before capture your lips.

You gulp when he touches your lips.

And he kissed you.

And you kissed him back.

And he move his lips between yours.

And you don’t know when and how but your hand is on his nape.

Shit.

You pulled away and he’s startled. The waiter didn’t seem to notice because he’s smiling happily while preparing the caviar for both of you.

You couldn’t focus on whatever happened after the kiss. And the caviar that served tasted bland.

-

“You haven’t forgive me.” Lay sat across you in a fast food stall near your college.

“For?”

“For stuck inside the train in the middle of the snow storm that made me unable to spent val’s day with you.”

“That was two weeks a go.” You continue your meal.

“Yeah, and you act so cold since then.” He tried to get you feed him.

“I’m fine, I’m always fine… even if you’re never there for me, I’m fine.” You fake a smile.

“See… you’re mad at me.” He sighs.

“Do you love me?” you stopped eating.

“Uh-hum.”

“Uh-hum?”

Lay stop trying to steal your food and looking at you instead, “that’s another way to say yes.”

“A lazy way to say yes.” You corrected him.

Lay shrugged his shoulder.

“You never said you love me, you choose lazy way to answer me when I asked if you ever love me. God…”

“Are you on period?”

“This has nothing to do with my period, Lay, you’ve been so insensitive and deserting me a lot! And I’m tired of trying to understand you!”

“Whoa-whoa… wait, babe, when did I—“

“When? When, huh? It was when you always put you final project whatsoever first.”

“But that’s for my future!” he said.

You stopped.

“You’re being selfish.” Lay said.

“Oh…” you paused, “am I?”

Lay nodded.

“Okay, let’s put your future first…” you said, “go focus on your future first… and if we meant to be together, let’s meet in the future.”

“W-what do you mean?”

“Let’s not see each other again as couple… let’s just be friends.”

“You break up with me?”

You nodded, “I’m sorry for disturbing you from focusing on your future.”

“But babe…”

“Stop calling me that.”

“You’re just mad, babe…”

You stood up and Lay also standing up, “I’m not kidding, Lay, I’m tired of this relationship where I was the only one trying to hold on the thin thread that connect us… I’m sorry, but I really can’t continue this.”

-

You didn’t cry on the first day you broke up with him, but cried the day after. However, it was a year full of him. Something is definitely missing.

And Kyungsoo, someone who suppose to be your bestfriend is busy with his girl, you knew they’re get along well when Wendy told you that Suji introduced Kyungsoo to her family.

“So… now the family already know you?” you match Kyungsoo’s pace on the way to subway station.

He was a little startled but then he look straight ahead again without giving you any answer.

“I texted you yesterday.” You said.

“Oh, I haven’t replied?”

he hasn’t even read it.

“I called you few days a go.”

“I saw the missed call but I was out with Suji.”

You just nodded while glue your lips together. There was stung in your heart to find out that Kyungsoo doesn’t even know that you broke up with Lay. He didn’t even give you a chance to tell him.

He stepped inside the train. Without pulling you in.

He stand in the corner, the train wasn’t packed but he didn’t go finding a seat either. So you stand beside him.

“Sit there if you want.” He said pointing at an empty seat.

“No, i—uh, I wanna talk to you.”

He pull out his cellphone and plug the earphone. You were lowkey waiting for him to give you one earphone but the hope crumbled when he said,

“Hello, hey, I’m at the train right now… you’re already at campus?”

He’s calling Suji and left you awkwardly standing next to him.

Two stops later you find an empty seat near you, and you left Kyungsoo to sit down, didn’t realised that Kyungsoo finished the phonecall and staring at your sad face.

Next day kyungsoo waited for the subway but he didn’t find you, and the next day, also the day after. You weren’t avoiding him, you just went to Pohang because one of your older cousin’s getting married.

At the fourth day, you were already at the station waiting for the train when Kyungsoo appear beside you.

“Where were you?” he asked but the train coming and the pulled you inside and found seats for you, then he pulled his cellphone, you looked away, trying not to care if he’s going to call Suji again, but then you feel him slip the earphone into your ear.

“Listen, new song I discovered.” He said.

You didn’t say anything, keep your face away of him, and slowly release took the earphone off and give it back to him.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing.” You stood up and standing near the door even tho your destination is still three stops away.

Somehow you couldn’t understand what you feel about him, is it about the kiss? Or your disappointment towards him because he wasn’t there when you’re down after broke up with Lay.

“Why you’re sulking?” he asked when you both get off at your stop and walking towards the campus.

“Me? When?”

“Now.” He said.

“Oh, since when you know me that well till you know that I’m sulking?”

“Well, it doesn’t need to be genius to see how you fold that face into an ugly frown.” He shrugged.

“Don’t talk to me as if we’re close.” You walk faster.

“Huh? What do you mean? We are close.”

“You think so?” you turned to him, “are we still close now? Because as far as I remember, I didn’t neglect you when I have a boyfriend but look at you! You didn’t even reply my messages, you didn’t pick up my calls, you didn’t talk to me!”

“I didn’t ask you to do all of that to me while you have boyfriend.”

“Oh, so you think if you’re dating someone, you could just throw away your friends??” you raised your voice.

“I never threw you away! I’m just being a normal me, and I’m sorry if my girlfriend is actually paying attention to me, unlike your—“

“I broke up with Lay.” You said, “more than a week a go. And I’m trying to tell you this, I need you but you’re busy with your life!”

Kyungsoo called you but you runaway.

-

“Muffin…” 

you murmured the nickname he gave you. Muffin. It was from the incident of your birthday years a go, when you had your 11 birthday, when you specifically asking for a cupcake for your birthday and Kyungsoo gave you muffin instead, telling you that they looked similar. You sulked for day and he teased you by calling you that, until now.

And as the courtesy of how Kyungsoo love to get you on the edge, he always giving you muffin in your birthday and told you to eat the cupcake.

You told him it’s a fake cupcake, muffin is not pretty like cupcake, muffin is ugly and by him calling you muffin, you knew he lowkey telling you that you’re ugly like muffin.

“Kyungsoo’s here.” Your mom knocked on your door.

You sat on your bed when he’s get into your room.

“Hey muffin…” he said.

“Stop calling me that!”

he smiles and gave you a cute box.

“If you dare buying me another dozen of muffin, I’m gonna hit y—“ you opened the box and found cupcakes inside.

He sat beside you and took one of the prettiest cupcake and feed you.

“How’s it?” he asked while you munch.

You only responds with a hum.

“Do you like this better?”

you never care about how it taste but actually it tastes like a birthday cake, a classic vanilla with overly sweet icing.

“Do you know why I prefer to call you muffin than cupcake?” he asked.

“Because I’m not pretty enough like cupcake?”

He shook his head, “because muffin tastes a lot better than cupcake.”

You didn’t say anything, just let him continue.

“muffins has various flavour inside, could be banana muffin, choco chips mufin, blueberry… and all flavour is inside the cake… unlike cupcake, cupcake is just a vanilla cake with icing. A plain cake with over decorating outside. And for me, you’re pretty inside, not outside.”

“So, I’m not pretty?”

“Hm, of course you’re gonna take it wrong.” He sighs, “who says muffin is not pretty? Muffin is honest… do you think cupcake is pretty without all the icings?”

“You mean cupcake is like girls with thick make up?”

“Exactly.”

You tried to hold your smile. “I’m gonna tell Suji you said her make up is too thick.”

“When did I said that?”

“Hey! Remember you told me Suji is cute like cupcake?”

“When did I??”

“You did!”

Kyungsoo waved at you in dismissal. “Anyway, I’m sorry about you and Lay…” he caress your back.

“It’s fine… it’s time… I’ve been very patient for too long.” You said, “and you’re right, my boyfriend is not paying attention to me like your girl…”

He chuckled, “you’ll find someone who deserves you soon, muffin.”

You talked to him for another hour before he bid himself goodbye, and when you walked him outside, you realised you want to see him longer.

“Kyungsoo.”

 He startled when he heard you calling him with that name, not Dyo.

“Have you ever think of not being friends with me anymore?” you asked.

He shook his head, “when you were mad at me yesterday, I thought I lost you as my friend, and I don’t want that.”

And that brought you back to your place. He doesn’t want you and him to be more than this. “w-what about something else… other than being enemy.”

He stopped, but his gaze linger, he was staring at you and from his eyes, you knew he get what you mean. You saw the complication in his eyes.

“Sorry, I mean—“

“I have a girlfriend.” He said.

-

And so time flies, spring’s here, the flowers bloom and the weather getting warmer. Kyungsoo still remind friends with you, only he’s few feet farther than before. Many things changed after the whole blurry confession you told him, and you never blame him.

Lay finished his final project and he called you, he even went to see you several times, telling you that he’s sorry and if there’s another chance for him but you haven’t give him answer.

It’s still breezy but you decided to drive yourself to the beach at the city side. Suddenly you saw someone walked towards you, someone very familiar.

“Muffin…” he smiles.

“How did you know I’m here?”

“Your mom.”

You made an ‘O’ with your mouth.

“All good?” he asked.

“Lay wants to reconcile.” You told him.

“Oh…” he walks beside you, “and?”

You just shrugged your shoulders.

“You don’t love him anymore?” he asked.

“I don’t know if I could love him again when I have someone else occupied my mind…” at this point, you don’t care. You knew you like Kyungsoo and if he can’t like you back, and he feels disturbed by your confession, he can leave and you two can stop being friends.

“Oh…” he still walking beside you. “I broke up with Suji.”

You stops, letting him leaving you behind. But after few steps he turned around, “I can’t stay being his boyfriend while my mind is occupied by someone else.”

You can’t help but asking, “who?”

“A friend a kissed on valentine’s day.” He murmured.

“You choose a muffin instead of a cupcake?”

He nodded, “always choose a muffin, because it tastes better.” He smiles.

You scoffed.

“Soo…” he stepped closer, “instead of just thinking about each other… why don’t we date each other?”

“Since when did you like me?” you asked when he come even closer to you.

“Since I called you muffin for the first time.” He put a strain of your hair behind your ear.

“That long?”

“Hmm… but I’m afraid to ruin what we had…” he whispers.

“What about now? You’re not afraid to ruin what we have?”

Kyungsoo pull you into a hug, “being with or without you ruining me in different ways, and I choose to live the present, to show you how much I want you more than a friends do…” he kissed your hair, “muffin… I want to be with you for the longest time.”

You snugged deeper in his chest, “me too…”

He pull away a bit just to tild his head, “be my girl…” he said before leaned down to kiss you before you could say yes.

But you knew, he knew you’d say yes, because you kissed him back.

You do not even flinch at his words. You are sitting on his lap, your hands and legs around his body as your head is resting on his chest. He has been busy working on his debut with Sehun and you haven't spent much time together. He has finally come back home after a couple of days but he has been locked on his studio working on his music for the last couple of hours.

Clinging into his body as he works is the only possible solution to the problem you have thought of. He is still working and you are doing nothing more than hugging him after so long...

Chanyeol lifts your face with his hands, looking right into your eyes before he leans in for a sweet kiss. You can see how tired he already looks, the bags under his eyes, his messy blonde hair...

"I'm sorry, babe, you know how this works..." He whispers and you nod slowly, pursing your lips for another kiss. He chuckles, leaning closer to peck your lips.

"I'll leave you alone...' you pout your lips again but he holds your hips to keep you in place.

"Stay" he whispers, his lips in a small cute pout you cannot resist to kiss. "I'm cold and... you know"

"I know" you chuckle, hugging his body tighter as you rest your head on his chest.

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      you looked down at your glass of whiskey as the loud music resonating off the club hit your ears. at this point, you didn’t even wanna look back, as the sight you had seen was forever embedded into your brain. your longterm boyfriend with the hands that touched you every morning wrapped around a frisky blond’s dress clad hips, every now and them moving to cup her ass while they danced along to whatever song was playing, you’d lost count. however, you weren’t just sitting at the bar feeling sorry for yourself, you were awaiting the attention of someone other than your boyfriend.

      even with sorrow clouding your thought, you still felt him when he graced the club with his presence. the aura around you changed, the energy radiated danger and adrenaline, something your blood was urging to have. he didn’t look like he belonged here, more like he came straight out of a harley davidson magazine issue. his long, thick thighs were clothed with a pair of black denim jeans, his steps were walked in ink black combat boots, his muscles restrained by a black and white cotton tee, and the final piece perfecting this man’s calloused image was his beat up leather jacket, it perfectly showed the rippled and strong muscle held in his arms, as everytime he reached over to grab his beer, the leather would tighten around his biceps. you took slow sips of the whiskey you would normally down, as you wanted to savor in the moments you were able to take quick glances at him.

      he looked like the bad boy your parents would hate to see corrupt their daughter, the kind of guy your friends would warn you about because he would break your heart, but the guy you would go back to a million times because you loved the thrill and the rush of living on the edge with him. his eyes, dark and mysterious like a sky you wanna look at forever, but would never decipher, his black hair shaggy and covering most of his forehead, and on his face were the luscious lips you badly wanted to taste.

      you didn’t know it, but he had been eyeing you too. you thought your glances were being careful, when they were in fact very obvious. chanyeol wasn’t trying to be noticed or take anyone home tonight, he just wanted to relax at his favorite bar for as long as he could, maybe down a few beers, but he thought that if he took someone home, it might as well be you. 

      just as you finished your last sip of alcohol and reached into your pocket for a twenty, you stopped at the sound of a palm hit against the bar table, and that’s when you looked up and saw him. he towered over you, looked down, and offered a small smile at your form. “umm, what’s this about?,”you asked, as you held the crisp bill you fished out from your pocket in between your index and middle fingers. “you’re telling me i’m tryna be nice and pay for a pretty girl’s drink, only to be hit with a what’s this about?,” you heard his raspy, deep voice say over the music.

      “you don’t know said pretty girl, that’s why i’m asking,” you responded, and that’s when you felt his large hand creep up onto your face, and take your chin between his middle and index finger. “i think i know you pretty well from all that staring you were doing earlier, princess,” he said, as your eyes went wide with shock and cheeks flushed up in embarrassment. “i wasn’t looking at you, though. i was looking at my boyfriend,” you sassed back. he raised his eyebrows in amusement and said, “the boyfriend that is currently humping another slut and has his tongue down her throat?,” you turned your head back and were met with the exact sight he described. 

      you tilted your head down in disappointment, but it was instantly raised by chanyeol’s hand. “tell you what pretty girl, i’ll take you on a ride if you can keep a secret.” he said over the song playing and didn’t even give you a chance to respond, as he intertwined his palm with yours and dragged you out of the bar to the parking lot.

      you followed his lead until you were met with a motorcycle, so the mysterious stranger was a biker. you looked at the squeaky clean exterior painted a sleek, night black and in that moment decided what you wanted. “show me, handsome, show me darkness, baby show me deepness. i’ll ride with you.”, you told him, and before you knew it you were straddling his back on his motorcycle, hanging on for dear life as the engine roared.

      you felt the fresh breeze of the three am air flush your cheeks and kiss your hair, as you sped out the bar’s parking lot. soon you were met with the bright lights of the buildings and skyscrapers of the night in seoul, you felt chanyeol rev the bike and accelerate, as he sped down the lonely streets of the city. 

      you rested your cheek against the cool leather of his jacket and inhaled the strong scent of his cologne through the material. you closed your eyes, and felt truly at peace with a complete stranger you felt you knew all your life, as your arms wrapper tighter around his muscular torso. you sighed in content, as the bike sped further into the night and sky, you were sure you never wanted to return, the thrill of this man too addicting.

“What’s up, babe?” he asks, the smile on his face but a confused frown. 

“I HAVE BIG NEWS!!!!” You jump around, dragging him into the house to move into the living room. “I got that scholarship to go abroad!!!” 

“What?” his face suddenly drops with the news. You stop jumping, confused about his reaction. You have talked about this for months, he has been supporting you through the process so why does he look that confused right now? “Abroad?”

“Yeah, don’t you remember?” you are even more confused right now. What is he talking about? 

“I thought you wanted to stay here and live with me” his brows are in a deep frown right now, his expression turning into anger as he talks. “I’ve been through a lot in order to manage to live here with you and now you are leaving?”

“Chanyeol, we already talked about this. I-” 

“No, we never talked about you leaving” he interrupts. His face is full of anger now, his ears read as his eyes are fixed on you. You feel your heart breaking, how your eyes star to flood with tears with this attitude. 

“Chanyeol but this is my dream...” you choke on your words. You cannot believe what is going on right now. 

“I thought your dream was being with me” he spats. You wipe away your tears, trying to hold back your sobs. 

“How can you be so selfish? I have always supported you in your idol career! We have been hiding for years, going on secret days, not seeing you for days and even weeks!! I did all of that for you but now you do not support me? Fuck you, Park Chanyeol” 

You let out everything that crosses your mind. No filter. You are not wrong anyways. You run out of the house, taking the phone with you because you need to breath and forget this moment has even existed. 

How can Park Chanyeol be so selfish? He has been busy and stressed lately but there is no reason for doing that... 

When the doors of the elevator open again, Chanyeol comes in, pushing you back inside. He is breathless, his eyes on the verge of tears as he holds you against the wall.

"I'm sorry" he whispers, still breathless. You look at him with tears on your eyes, sobbing quietly as you are still affected by his words. "I... I saw the email on the laptop"

"You didn't even let me speak" you manage to say in a mere whisper. He finally looks up at you, tears falling down his cheeks. You can see the regret on his eyes, how he feels devastated after our fight.

"I'm the worst boyfriend ever" he says.

"Yeah, you are" you wipe away his tears with your thumbs, making him look up at you. "The scholarship is only for three moths, babe, I am not living you for long"

"It's just... I have been really stressed lately with the subunit and with Xiumin and Kyungsoo leaving. You are the most important thing in my life, my whole support and the mere idea of you leaving makes me lose my mind" he explains, his eyes fixed on yours. "But there is no excuse for what I did"

"Idiot" Chanyeol nods slowly, a cute pout on his face as he looks away.

"Let me make it up for you" he whispers. "Let me prepare a bath with bubbles, order lots of food and pamper you all night long, okay?"

You close your eyes to concentrate in not jumping into him. His fingertips are brushing your sharp fangs, his precense being dangerously close for your sanity.

"I can hide them when I want"

Chanyeol pulls you even closer on his lap, not knowing what he is doing. You close your eyes when his warm fingers touches your face, from your temples to your chin and then up again to pull some strands of hair behind your ears. All your insticts are screaming to jump on him and dry him out but you need to hold on, you need to get used to be this close to him.

"You have not fed, right?" He asks closer than you expected. You feel his hot breathe on your skin, his scent reaching every sense and waking every alarm. "This must be so difficult for you"

You do not answer, opening your eyes to watch him only an inch apart from you. His lips look delicious, his eyes bright under the moonlight as he scans your face.

"It's okay, I need to..." If you had a breathing heart, it would have stopped right now. He is touching your lips with his thumbs, brushing it as he gets closer. Your lips are soon covered by his in a chest kiss.

Your whole body tenses. He is close. He is closer than ever. And he is kissing you. His lips are on your mouth, so close that you can feel his heartbeat going through his skin. He pulls away, looking right into your eyes as he smiles.

"Your lips are so cold..." He whispers, his deep voice echoing inside your head. "But I love kissing them"

"Chanyeol..." You close your eyes, clenching your jaw to hold back.

This is the hardest thing you have ever done.

"Feed from me" he whispers. "My blood is going to give you strenght for the rest of the week"

"What if I cannot stop?" You ask him but he pulls you in for another chaste kiss.

"I trust you"

You hold his arm close to your face. His scent is filling your whole body, your mind clouded with the mere thought of tasting it. You nuzzle your nose on his wrist, checking how his pulse has increased in the last minute. You look at him right on his eyes before you sink your teeth on his skin.

Your eyes go white with the taste.

He taste like the homemade cakes your grandma used to bake. You groan, sucking on his wrist. You have been wanting this for so long that you cannot stop, feeling like you can finally taste something after two centuries.

But this is Chanyeol's blood and you cannot kill him. You try with every bit of strength you have in your body to pull away from him and you manage to do it, licking the wound to heal it. He lifts your face to look at you, a sweet smile on his face.

"Your eyes look so bright" he whispers. "You can always feed from me when you need, baby, do not starve yourself"

"Baby?" You ask, licking your lips that are still covered on some of his blood.

Señorita - Camilla Cabello and Shawn Mendes

The crowd shouts when the music starts playing. 

You smirk, looking at him as he plays the guitar next to you. 

The idea of the cover of the duet came just in time. You wanted to confirm your relationship to the public after months of rumours so why not now? No one expects what you are about to do today during the stage and it is going to probably leave everyone in shock but you two decided to do it this way. 

You start singing in English to the cover, holding the mic in front of you sexily as you sway your hips. 

Chanyeol’s voice sounds beautiful as he sings and plays the guitar. You cannot keep your eyes off him, the tight sleeveless black shirt hugging his defined body perfectly, showing the guns that make everyone crazy. 

You look at each other as you sing together, smiles all over your faces as you know what all of this means. 

You take the mic, walking to him to sing and dance around him as the shouts become louder. Chanyeol’s face tells you everything right now, how happy and excited he is right now as his eyes never leave your body. 

Chanyeol pulls the guitar to his back, taking the mic with him to get closer to where you are right now. He holds your hand, turning you around to keep you close to your body as you dance swaying your hips down his body and up again. 

The choreography has been staged before so you know Chanyeol is going to follow you as you walk away from him. His arm is soon around your body, pulling you closer to him as you sing for each other. 

“I love you, baby” he says into the mic once the song ends. Before you can react, he pulls you into a chaste kiss. You cannot hear anything because the blood is bumping on your ears. You never agreed to say those words, just a kiss. 

When he breaks the kiss, your look at his face in shock but he chuckles, pulling your hair behind your ears. The screams of the fans finally make you react, shaking your head as you laugh. 

“I love you too, babe” you answer into the mic before Chanyeol smiles and breaks the hug so you can bow down a couple of times and run off the stage.