#existential dream

It started out like... my entire life was being judged and watched and observed? There was also a lot of turtle symbolism, and in-dream I got a existential crisis and was even scared of the turtles like "OH MY GOD MY WHOLE LIFE WAS TURTLES"?? I even remember I was at a point, sitting in a blank room on a desk trying to fill out this questionnaire that had weird questions pertaining to my life, and I was then laying in a bed in a blank room just thinking about everything I saw and I even remember the air being heavy, but then... this woman came along, she was blond with blue eyes and she seemed to be this... Iranian dressed in Russian clothes? She wore a babushka and she just... lay on the bed with me just talking to me, I can't remember the things she said, but she was really soothing and just distracted me from the existential crisis, and then there were some more 'scenes' of us in a bus, walking down the road, and in a car with my mum just talking. She even had a name, and it was something along the lines of 'Zaziza Urzboa', which is... definitely not a real name based on anything, but that;s what she told me (and was also written on some paper she wrote, which also had some numbers on it too?