#except..

honestly thought i was done having problems unexpectedly pop up… but alas, here i am.

[i know nothing of cars/mechanic so bear with me] i went for a simple oil change and was told i could not get it done for liability reasons. i have a massive oil leak and metal and plastic parts are apparently banging together. the mechanic said these issues were very serious and the cost to get this fixed would be $1000. obviously, i currently do not have $1000 and rent is due on the 1st as well. i’d rather not want to have to choose between one or the other, causing myself more stress than i already have. so i am asking for help to pay for these repairs.

0/$1100 [the extra $100 is because i assume parts and labor will be tacked onto an already $1000 bill]

i know everyone is struggling to get by, but i could really use the help and i’d love to get this done sooner rather than later, causing more damage and raising the cost for another repair. if y’all could boost this or even donate, that’d be greatly appreciated.

almo2t everyone ii talk two: holy 2hiit2tiick2 the AII ii2 EVIIL and he de2erve2 DEATH

me: 

I’ve met someone you guys. I’ve really really met someone on here and never have i ever felt so completely whole and safe with another person the way i do with her. She’s sweet and genuine and so very loving. i could fill books upon books of things we have in common, things we’ve learned about one another, things i adore about her, and dare i say it, things she adores about me. 

Good grief i still can't get over that part. She chose me you guys. ME.

I haven't ever been anyone’s first choice. For so long, years in fact, I’ve been the “Almost.” The one that could've been but wasn't enough. I’ve struggled, with depression, with abandonment, with grief, with never being enough for anyone or even myself. I’ve come so far from that person who felt lost and incomplete. I finally learned (and am still learning,) that I am worth everything, and that i deserve happiness, and now.. Enter this amazing person, who laughs with me, jokes with me, makes me blush so hard my eyes water sometimes. She gets me, we have connected and god does it feel so right. So so beautiful. For once in my life, i feel right. Not because i have someone, but because i am in a place where i can readily say that She makes me happy, I have let her in, and damn it i deserve this. WE deserve this. and that is what matters most.