#ex lore

sorta ooc but this how the average argument between the two went while they were dating, this song is litteraly them😭

She only said that because she didn't want me to get hurt.

Please wake up from the coma soon, Shiho...

Gonna scroll up past that because my head is starting to hurt.

Today's Soyomin is her character page from the A̸̡̨̧̡̭̪̙̝̠̰̳̲͖͇̩̖̝̩̬̹̹͕̣̘͖̩̼͚̯̅̓̊̓̈́̀̀̎̈͂̈́̄̒̚͜͠͝ͅv̶̧̨̨̮͍͖̲̭͚̫̲̜́̓̈́̈͒̆͌̔͊͘͝͝͠ę̴̧̡̛̜̻̤̦̭͓̬̳͉̣̟̦̝̪̥̺̘̳̜͈̦̹͒̃̾̒̓͐͒̽̔̍̿͌̓̓̿̓̓͆͒̾̅̒͆͒̀̒͐̄́͑̀̽̊͑̇́̒̀̚͜͝͝ ̴̨̛̛̘̜̟̳̗̤̞̰̺̙͔͙̍̎͒͆̒͒͂͋̊̔͊̊͆̇̍̀͗͐̊̀̏̊̍͌̽̃̾͘̕͘͘̕͜͝͠͝͠ͅͅM̷̢̢̨̛͈̝̙̖̭̘͙̯̮͍͕͎̼͉̜̘̱̰̰̫͉̬͙̠͕̭̥͔͚̹̳̺͈͈̼̝̥̞̆̃̉̎̈́͗̊͌̐̿͜͝͝ͅu̶̧̢̫̼̯̖̮͈̭̒̋͋̀͌̿̍̅͗͆̒̑̔̀̄̏͘͘̕̚͠j̴̢̢̛̛̛̻̘͖͉̻̬͇̼̼̦̥̥̜̫͙̪͉̼͉̣͍̖̺̩̱̗̜͔͈̤̺͕̓̄̓̊̌̐͑̏́̏̓̔̌͌̅͆̊͂̀̉́̈́̽͒̈͌̋͂̉̒̀̾́́́̾͛́̅̕͜͜͝͠͠͝ͅį̸̡̜̖̞͉̥͇͎͎̻͓̭͓̳̟̳̖̻͖͖̟̳̼̮́͒̀̈̂̀̀̀͆̔́̂̀̓̓̇̒̃̕͝͠ͅc̴̨̛̘̦͕̮̝̯͔̣͎̠̹̞̘̠̖̤̬̺̘̘̠̎̆̈́͑̿͆̔͂͆̓̍́̆̔͗͌͌̄̆̄͗̇͌̃̃̍̒̃̇̓͆̀͆̀̑̚̕̕͜͜͝͝͠͝͠ͅą̴̡͖̥̮̬̥͉̗͓̘͉͚̰̥̯̭̤̻͊̐͑͑̀̀̽̅̈͂̈́̔̋̉̂̑̀̀̉̽̓͛̐́̈̈́̑̿̏̓͒̂͘͘̚͜͝ͅͅ anime website

Kiyoi, will you give me the rest of your life?

Yes, I would.

Every experience we shared, I can only hope they will serve you well into the future somehow, but now... I have to let go of what remains here.

Every time I speak to save our relationship, everything goes wrong.

Please..... don't leave me.

I'll do anything.

Are you aware of the weight of your words?

You aren't, right?

So don't say things you'll never be able to do.

And, don't ever get involved with me again.

It hurts.

It hurts.

It hurts.

It hurts.

It hurts.

It hurts.

It hurts.

Please, I don't want to remember this anymore.

Tears roll down my eyes as I sit behind the counter and wrap myself in my blanket, attempting to mimic the warm embrace that VitAiri and Soyomin usually gives me, but it doesn't work.

My head feels like a thorned vine is wrapping itself tightly around it, and will continue to do so until I do not desire to dwell on these memories and eventually forget about it.

I'm trying my best, but I just can't.

These set of memories are more intense than before.

Miku, Mysterious voice, where are you?

I can't do this alone.

My head hurts too much for me to even pick up my phone on the counter and call Minori for help...

Kiyoi, focus on my voice.

Don't let the memories of her and that day haunt you again.

Think about the future.

Think about everything you wish to do and the people you want to meet again.

You broke free of her once and you can do it again.

She's right, I broke free of her once and I can do it again.

Let's see, we have that live Minori and I are planning to do soon. I also want to go talk to Andrea, help Akko and the VitAiri Pharmacist with their issues and just hang out with them and keep composing music with Kanade.

There are so many other things I wish to do, so I can't let her haunt me.

Slowly, I can feel the throbbing pain recede until it eventually disappeared, leaving me calm and relaxed.

Man, that was one hell of an experience.

I hope that never happens again.

Now to properly open the pharmacy and carry on with my day.