#ewrt

I spend too much time reading Megha's blog and deriving life advice from it. It is a really beautiful piece of work, and that girl does indeed love writing. It is also inspiring (and sometimes downing) to hear of other people having such a great time in their lives so that you feel like doing something too. I'm trying to honestly make an effort to talk to more strangers, especially while commuting to college, so that I mingle easier and fit in. So far my questions have only been, "How much longer will it take?" and "Do you study in De Anza?" but I'm getting better. Slowly.

There is this guy from my EWRT class who goes on the same bus as me, back from college. I don't know his name, and I tried to catch his eye yesterday to wave, but I don't know if he recognized me. Hmm. That's weird.

Maybe I should stop expecting people to smile at me, even though we're in the same class. Maybe things don't work that way here. 

Yesterday, while walking back from the library, I spotted another guy from class. Lianho. But he pretended as if he didn't even recognize me and continued walking ahead. That was extremely embarrassing. Maybe I should have just smiled instead of waiting for him to make the first move. But he didn't even look at me!

Back to the point. Because of all these sad fraaand-making events, I was a little pissed today and decided not to take part in any group discussions.

Correction: There were no group discussions. My group does not function without me! I can't understand why they can't open their mouths and voice out their opinions. Surely they must have some. Why do I have to be the one who forces her opinions upon everyone else? It's too depressing people.

So, due to the lack of groophoria (Group Euphoria), Kim had to crack a lame joke, and immediately proceeded to ask us if he were on drugs, because we were no longer the over-achievers we seemed to be. She said that we were 'the cocaine group' because of our over-enthusiasm, and that Leo's group was 'the pot group' because of their obvious and vivid lack of interest or knowledge.

Okay, we didn't really do anything much, but still.

I had an okay time.

And there's a super cute guy in one of my classes :D

Sad that I'm not the hitting-on-guys-like-a-desperate-loser type, because that's something I'm thinking of doing.

English and math. How bad can it get?

Ooh and we're reading The Hunger Games. 

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