#ewprincess

I knew your favorite color and your hatred for your dad but I could never quite put my finger on what your 3 am thoughts were or why you were always drowning in scrambled thoughts and mixed feelings but here I am now with tingling limbs writing half drunken poetry on a school night and moving on to other boys can’t make me forget about you and shots of vodka that makes me gag can’t make my heart beat at a normal pace or sleep better at night but what I do know is when you break all those promises you couldn’t have possibly loved me as much as your midnight text messages and brilliant midday kisses expressed. Because you were the first person to touch me the way you did but you most certainly won’t be the last and the constant want to be with you forever is gone I don’t ever want to see your fucking face And I thought loving you was all I needed but it turns out you’re not half as wonderful as I made you out to be but at least now I know to not make anyone ever that important to me because giving you the power to make or break me with one sentence was the worst mistake I’ve ever made.

ewprincess

If you were to ask me why I love you, colors and pictures would come to mind before anything else. Then memories, taste, smell, emotions. When I first met you it was bright pink, a long haired boy sitting in a desk close to mine. I was nervous that day. Falling for you was a journey I didn’t even realize I was on until it was too late. With boys like you, you’re instantly hooked before you understand it yourself. You were there. You were right in front of me whenever I needed somebody. And oh god I needed somebody. I needed the attention and the love and I didn’t even know it. I put you through so much just by making you be there- but you never seemed to mind. You were falling for me too. I don’t know why exactly you stayed while I was starving myself until I felt so empty and numb and felt that I wasn’t real. You stayed when all I wanted to do was rip apart my skin. I hope you continue to stay. Even when my heart hurts and my mind is so fucked up I don’t know how to think, I hope you stay. I’ve seen heartbreak and I don’t want to be awake crying at 5 a.m or feel so numb that I want to tear myself apart. I need you. and I need you to stay.

aww thank you!! that doesn't sound like too lovely of an environment. open, infinite minds make for wonderful conversations and a wonderful environment :~) that's cool i hope you have fun!! there's so many pretty places and things to see and ya

i'd describe u as rly sweet and kind (also w a cute nose)