#everythingisjustadream

Louise serenading me with RENT lyrics :)

Court, all of your messages XD

random sweet anons...

randon venting....

memories....

Isa, we met, like, 6 months ago? Something like that. And you're already essential to me. Really, you've been so important to me I can't even thank you properly. You're here everytime, good times, bad times, crazy times, fangirl times, stupid times, every time. You give me great advice, you make me laugh, I can share my love for Christopher with you (cause you're the only one that gets it), you listen to me, you say the most random and stupid things ever (the good kind) and you... you tolerate me like nobody else. I may be really stupid sometimes (and by sometimes I mean always), but you stay with me. Distance is a fucking cockblock, but I'm sure we'll meet someday. And we'll meet Chris too. I'm sure of it. I love you so much and I'm so thankful for everything that you've done to me these past months. I really really really love you, never forget it, Isa <3 Happy new year!

Heb, you're a jerk and that's all I'm going to say. Jk. I really appreciate the fact that you were, like, hanging around on Orkut with your M. profile and then you saw a girl sad and you went to her to help. Like, you didn't even knew the girl and you went there to help her and this is... this just really amazes me. The world needs more Hebs. Anyway, I'm really thankful for that and I'm really thankful for everything that you do. You're such a fanb-... fangirl and I love you <3 Happy new year!

Pauls, I have no words to describe you. I don't remember how we met, but I'm really happy that we did, because in a lot of days you're the light of my day. You're one of the kindest people I know and I'm so so so thankful for your kind e.mails and happy birthday wishes and everything. You help me so much it's insane, you make me happier, you make me feel better, you make me love you more and more. Thank you for everything, baby Pauls, I love you sooo much, never ever ever forget this. Whenever you need, I'm here <3 Happy new year!

Sarah, Julia and Leticia, I won't say anything because you already know everything I feel. I really love you and you're the best! <3 Happy new year!

Mys Mys, my baby, I love you so much you have no idea. Only you know what I'm going through and I feel like I can talk about anything with you. Thank you for everything, I miss you. The day we met in person was one of the best days in my life, seriously, we walked around the mall talking about everything and it felt amazing. I love you <3 Happy new year!

Marti, it's been almost 10 months since we met! I know we stopped talking and I know I always tell you this, but... anyway. I don't know what to say about you, I have no words to say how you're important to me, I really love you and this year you helped me so much and you made me smile in shitty days and, ugh, you're so awesome it hurts. I don't know what else to say, but I really love you, no matter if we talk everyday or if we don't talk, I'll always remember you. And if you're feeling sad or unloved, read my bday post to you again, I hope it makes you happy <3 Happy new year!

Other beautiful people who were really important and kind to me and helped me this year: Sol, Ems, Carol, Lysh, Cindy, Louise, Brianna, Michalina, Sara, May, Hali, Sydney, Michaela, Nicole.

Thank you for everything, you were really special to me this year and you sure made my year a lot better. I hope you have a 2012 full of happiness, joy, love, only good things! Ok, this is cliche. But, really, you're some of the best people I know and you only deserve good things. So... yeah. Thank you again, I love you <3 I suck at expressing my feelings, but, really, thank you so so so much!

And to all my followers and to all my non-followers, happy new year, I hope 2012 is amazing to everyone!

Happy new year!

My relatives started checking my Tumblr everyday and anything I post they get worried and they come to me saying I should leave Tumblr because it's making me sad and I should talk to them and that I'm too obsessed with Christopher and blah blah blah. And the last thing I need right now is my family worrying about silly stuff, PLUS, Tumblr is kinda my personal space, I don't like that my family checks my Tumblr everyday. So now I changed url and they won't know the new one, so I can have peace again.

I really didn't want to change my url, but I had to.

- Bela

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