#everybody...

I dunno why exactly I've been crying for. Still, all I know is that it started from how adorable and perfect Luca is 😭 I like his character a lot. Still, it wasn't a big deal till 30 minutes ago 😔😔 maybe it's the hormones, maybe it's the pills, maybe it's the fact that seventeen sounds a bit bolder than I deemed it to be. Still, all I know is I had this burst out of emotion when I saw gam's wip of him (gam if you're reading this il y and your art so much, keep up the work, this is not aimed at you in any bad ways) and decided to skim thru his audios while arranging my autumn playlist 😭 And then I felt bad about not having cared much about him + now that his series is shelved that makes me feel 239827947623 times worse 😭😭 If I had a partner like him I'd literally excuse myself mid conversation and and I would SHAMELESSLY let my head rest on the sink and sob, saying I'm not worthy of him. (AND IMAGINE HIM COMFORTING ME MY EYES WOULD BE SUFFERING FROM DROUGHT) I'd know he's all worthy of love and I couldn't give him enough if I gave my all...And don't get me started on his chocolate obsession... literally don't- Both my mom's and dad's side have genetics of diabetes in their blood so that's risky, which means I could barely keep up with him in that matter😭😭😭😭And not only that, WHENEVER I see kittens on my way home they remind me of Mocha 😭😭 I'll PROTECT HIM at all costs.

They’re all so much better than me.

I just really don’t want to bind.  That’s why I’m glad to have characters like Ebina and Shiemi. T^T