#everdeenes

gif request meme → everdeenes asked: the hunger games + favourite movie (so far) "you said you didn't want a war, and that's just what happened. i told you what a fragile thing peace was. and still, like a child, you took pleasure in breaking it.”

I just have a habit of taking things too literally. Should probably work on that

omg ahahaha i should do this more often if this makes me look cute je pense que cette une bonne idée oui oui

gif request meme → everdeenes asked: game of thrones + favourite romantic pairing "they shared the same sleeping skins every night, and he went to sleep with her head against his chest and her red hair tickling his chin. the smell of her had become a part of him. her crooked teeth, the feel of her breast when he cupped it in his had, the taste of her mouth... they were his joy and his despair."

sooo when my friend and i stood in line, i didn't feel that nervous bc i wasn't completely sober tbh, so it was okay, i wasn't that shy. in line, we met these two guys who we just kinda had small talk with, i thought they were quite nice but my friend said they were not on our level lmao. there weren't that many people when we got in, a lot less than we expected. so we sat down at the bar and drank some kind of beer which didn't taste like beer AT ALL, it was so delicious but it was 4,50€ wtaf.... oh well, but it was worth it. i was kinda tipsy already but it was still okay, i wasn't exactly drunk, it was just kind of a nice feeling idk?? we then got these green wrist bands which stood for "single" and started dancing, which turned out to be a lot less difficult than expected, my friend said i was actually quite a good dancer (the music was shit unfortunately but oh well). and at that time nothing had really happened i mean we just stood there and danced and it was really really full, you could barely move. then we went to the bathroom and when we got back we changed the sides of the dancefloor and then the thing this whole post is actually about happened. there were two tall blonde guys who looked at us and whispered something to each other and before i even realized what was going on, each of them grabbed one of us and started dancing with us and i was just like omg wth is happening omg????? he turned me around so we could dance like "face to face" (but i never really saw his face bc he was so tall omg) and he put his arms around my hips and at first i had no idea what to do so i just had my hands really awkwardly somewhere??? and then i finally put my ahnds around his hips too and we danced reaaaally closely together and ogm guys, he was soooo good looking and just really attractive in general, he smelled so good and he felt so nice (since we were half-hugging all the time basically?). then he looked at me and he was like "you're so pretty" and i was like "thank you" and then we just kept dancing and stuff. in the meantime, my friend made out with her guy :D he then said something like "sorry i have to go upstairs, my best friend's there, i'll be right back" so he did and i just stood there alone for some time, thinking he probably won't come back and while i just stood there, the guy i met in line came up to me, put his arm around me and it was like "oh you're all alone" - "yeah i'm waiting for my 'dance partner' " - "oh no, did he leave you?" - "no, he's in the bathroom, he'll be right back" - "oh are you sure?" - "yes, i am sure." - "well okay then, have fun" - and then he finally left omg but it surprisingly didn't even make me feel uncomfortable, i didn't care much??" and while my guy was gone, his friend told me that he told him that he thinks i'm amazing and that the problem is that his friend is super shy and all. then he finally came back and we started dancing again and i asked what his name was (it's Jan okay don't even laugh bc of the meme, that is just a normal name for boys in germany :D) and then i told him mine and then we just danced again and then.... he looked at me, aND TRIED TO KISS ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i turned my face away (not awkwardly tho i mean it was more like in a cute way if you know what i mean??) bc even though i actually did want to kiss him, i just didn't want to have my first kiss in a fricking disco with a stranger, you know :/ and then i guess he was quite sad, he asked why i didn't want to and i said i was too shy and idk, we just started dancing again and a few minutes later, he said he had to go and he's so sorry and i asked if i should give him my number. so he put out his phone and typed my name (he remembered it aw) and i typed in my number and when he was about to leave, he was like "oh, i will definitely text you. we also have a lot to catch up on" WE HAVE A LOT TO CATCH UP ON!!! THAT MEANS HE WANTS TO SEE ME AGAIN AND PROBABLY KISS ME JDKSGNKSDGKDG HOWWWWW!!! he actually texted me like an hour later tho and i was all <333333 but it's kind of weird bc he doesn't really ask any questions, it's hard to text him, his replies are so... well i can't really reply much if you know what i mean? but anyway, i'm so fucking proud of myself, i still cannot believe this happened to ME, the common loser girl!!! i kinda really have a crush on him already, it's pretty bad tbh, i want to see him again reallllly bad :(( and i'm so afraid our conversations won't get less weird or they will end completely and i don't really know if i should reply or not, all my friends tell me to play hard to get and it's just??? omg idek :/ i hope it's really just bc he's shy and not that he's not interested :( but yeah, who would've thought that would happen :D

aaah thank you so much pantea, i'm glad i'm not the only one who feels like this :/ i'm just gonna listen to my badass playlist all day long to mentally prepare myself omg

i'm glad i'm not the only one!1 well, i feel your struggle buddy, i feel you