aiden was used to always being compared to his younger brother used to getting looks of pity as he continues to be overlooked by the team that drafted him years ago and it made sense he was just a typical mediocre beta with nothing exceptional about him but he has never been jealous of macks designation as an omega
hes heard what others say about omegas in locker rooms how every omega that gets drafted in the top 10 are always “cocksucking sluts who slept their way to the top” hes heard mack complaining about how he would never be able to just be macklin celebrini but always macklin celebrini the omega who despite his designation is actually good but when he fucks up suddenly knotheaded alphas in the nhl are calling for him to be dropped because hes just another useless omega who cant and shouldnt play hockey
so hes never ever wished to be an omega
until now.
every time he looks at mack smiling happily with his alpha showing off his fresh mating bite high up on his throat he feels it the pit in his stomach growing deeper and deeper the more he has to face what he cant have with his own alpha.
a mating bite.
a bond.
a connection that is physical proof of two people who are meant—destined to be together to become one
and he can’t give ryan that
he knows ryan longs for it he sees the way he looks at will and mack with soft and fond eyes and aiden can’t help but think that one day ryan would realize that aiden was just a beta a painfully average not so special beta who could never truly be his and he would leave.
but how could aiden even blame him
it wasnt like he had the hockey skills to make up for his designation or the looks to make up for the fact that ryan an alpha in every way was settling for a mere beta
sometimes he wonders whenever ryan fucks him with his cock If he ever wishes that he was fucking into omega pussy rather than having to look at a useless beta dick swaying pathetically as his asshole got ruined
was that why ryan loved to fuck him from behind so much?
because it was easier to close his eyes and imagine that it was the hot wet hole of an omega that he was fucking not aidens which ryan had to drench in lube and spend painstaking minutes stretching him out
for now he hopes that ryan can overlook all of his flaws his faults his insecurities his imperfections and love him even though aiden knows his love was never meant to last
