#evellyn.

evellyn wasn't someone of many words, in fact, she firmly believed that actions speak louder than words and so far, sunny was pretty much the same. so when she invited her over to spend the night, both of them knew exactly that they wouldn't spend the time talking. there wasn't anything wrong with two girls having a slumber party, but that was for friends who had no feeling whatsoever for each other. evellyn felt completely numbed when she was around sunny, not only because she was probably one of the most pretty girls she had ever seen, but because she also has one of the most brilliant minds she ever could get a glimpse of. which was funny because they met by chance and kept all of their relationship by chance itself, they didn't exactly move mountains to be together, they didn't need desperate displays of affection and big long speeches of affirmation. it was there, the feeling of just wanting to be together was there and for them, that seemed to matter at all just fine.

she also didn't have to put on her best pajamas for it, in fact, evellyn wasn't gracious at all, she had just gone jogging for the night and all her roommates were chilling in their rooms because it was past nine am and everyone was tired, but evellyn wasn't. evellyn couldn't even take a nap as she planned to do before sunny came, her thoughts were clouded and anxious, hence the jogging and the misfitted way her hair looked right now. she gave sunny a little tour of her bedroom in hushed voices, her roommates were past caring who they bring to the dorm and it also wasn't sunny's first time being over. it probably was for that matter though, one that was implied from the moment she invited her. she heard the other being polite, but she wasn't tired at all, her eyes glued to sunny's figure caressing her bookshelves and trying to examine the thoughts behind evie's mind and the books she read over the years. mostly fiction about corrupted worlds and mindless romances with idiotic heroines and stupid gangs that stick together despite it all.

there was no point in pretending how much she wanted her, how much she needed her, and how much she cared for her. evellyn launched herself behind sunny and hugged her back, her head resting in the perfect position to hear her heart beating from a calm to a faster pace. it was completely comforting but also, not enough. "you're so soft... and smell, of softener." that probably wasn't the cleverest thing she had said at all, but it was meant well. she disentangled herself from her to let the other turn around and for their eyes to meet before they could smile, broad smiles like two little kids who had just found out they want to make a promise to keep being friends forever. should she bring sunny a friendship bracelet? something cute and vain, just to tell her she wanted to make her hers. "you're lucky i wanted you to come, can't hide in your room forever. also, mine is edgier, way cooler." she wasn't lying, evellyn had a keen for decorations and she spent a lot of time and money making her room look like a home and she was proud of all of it, not only the room but the whole apartment she shared with her friends.

and she wanted sunny to feel welcomed in her life as well, she wanted sunny to be a part of it, not fully but to the extent that the other wanted to be just enough for both of them. evellyn gave in to the feeling of wanting to taste her and kissed sunny on the lips, again and again, and again, until they were both stumbling on their feet and trying to keep their breaths and hearts on time. but it proved quite an impossible task because sooner than ever evellyn was pinning the girl to her bed, trying so hard not to laugh at the way her hair fell directly into their mouths. "sorry, sorry." she said, giggling a little bit, moving it away with her fingers and then proceeding to distribute pecks all over her neck. "we'll just have to keep quiet, okay? do you think we can do that?" her voice gave away all the breath she was still holding, not even close to disguising how red and flustered she was becoming anticipating everything they were about to do.

can you teach me to be single again? i forgot. but i miss having fun with myself and meeting new people too. who knows what is out there. give me a heads-up if you know of anything good that is going on!

What is your favorite word?

wazzock. it’s a british word for idiot, there is also wanker, pillock, twit, git, and muppet. i love to use those on my members because they always look at me confused and prove the point of me saying the word in the first place.

Favorite age you’ve been so far?

i haven’t lived all of them to know for certain, but i’d say when i was fifteen and realized i wanted to sing, perform so as a result i stopped fooling around and just worked hard for the first time in my life to achieve what i have now. it was hard, not gonna lie, but it was real and shape me well.

You can press a button that will make anyone person explode. Who would you blow up?

i wouldn’t press it, that’s too much responsibility. also, i would overthink it and probably regret my choice.

What is your favorite milkshake flavor?

strawberry with vanilla.

Are you reliable?

most definitely. 

Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

yes, i dreamed about being a lot of places when i was a child and when i was i had this gut feeling of dejavu that i couldn’t quite understand or put a word for it. everyone once in life has had this, i wonder? perhaps more often then we can associate. 

Cheetos Or Fritos?

neither. both are disgusting, don’t do that to your body, please.

Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

honestly… no? is it weird? i’m not that sentimental, sorry. i cried once when the girls made me laugh really hard, but it wasn’t exactly happiness, so i don’t know.

which spots are your sensitive spots?

don’t touch my feet if you don’t want to be kicked with the strength of a horse. 

do you prefer when people are rough or gentle with you?

that’s straight up to the point so i gotta respond accordingly: both.

describe a time you won someone over with flirting.

tips for flirting: laugh a lot, show you are interested and that you are interesting, compliments always work and subtle touches which seem inoffensive but that hold that intensity. and be yourself, blah blah blah… i win even when i don’t to just by following those. being pretty helps too, but the confidence it’s what makes the difference.