#evan baker

Ace: Okay my opinion. I think you’d probably get sick of being a girl because you’re such a dorky dude you’d wind up transitioning to male and ninja chop your titties off makes a chopping gesture Ace: With a swords too. Ninja titty slicer u Evan: JFC Ace: That’s a good ninja face

Sentence starters/ cheat sheet - ❝Don’t touch me! Don’t touch me! Don’t fucking touch me!❞ - ❝It’s not you, it’s me…I’m completely fucked up.❞ - ❝It’s okay. You can laugh. I promise not to tell anyone.❞ -“ it’s — getting a bit out of hand now. ” -“ no one will notice if we hold hands under the table ~ ” -“it’s not your job to protect me.” -“Fuck. FUCK. FUUUUCK!” - “Get your fucking hands off of me!” -“I didn’t tell you because it was none of your business!” -“ It’s nothing. I’m fine! “

Sleep awakens -Evan springs up from the bed startled -Evan shoves his face back into the bed and mubbles something simiar sounding to 5 more minutes -Evan foot twitch but makes no other motions as he is DEAD asleep

Evan Panic Attack -Evan can feel his heart jump up into his throat -Evan can feel the edges of his vison begin to blur -Evan can feel a small shooting pain from where Trisha had tazed -Evan mouth feels like useless rubber -Evan feels like breathing much less speaking is impossible so all he does is desperately shake his head

Evan's PTSD Triggers -the taste of beer -walking at night -tazers -pocket knives -having his back touched -angry yelling PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA -    -experiencing physical assault + being drugged SYMPTOMS - symptoms include re-experiencing the trauma through nightmares, obsessive thoughts, and flashbacks (feeling as if you are actually in the traumatic situation again).  there is an avoidance component as well, where the individual avoids situations, people, and/or objects which remind him or her about the traumatic event (e.g., a person experiencing PTSD after a serious car accident might avoid driving or being a passenger in a car).  finally, there is increased anxiety in general, possibly with a heightened startle response (e.g., very jumpy, startle easy by noises), and increased arousal - such as difficulty falling or staying asleep, anger, and hypervigilance. CRITERIA -    A: EXPOSURE TO A TRAUMATIC EVENT this must have involved both (a) loss of “physical integrity”, or risk of serious injury or death, to self or others, and (b) a response to the event that involved intense fear, horror, or helplessness (or in children, the response must involve disorganised or agitated behaviour).    B: PERSISTENT RE-EXPERIENCING one or more of these must be present in the victim: flashback memories, recurring distressing dreams, subjective re-experiencing of the traumatic event(s), or intense negative psychological or physiological response to any objective or subjective reminder of the traumatic event(s).    C: PERSISTENT AVOIDANCE AND EMOTIONAL NUMBING this involves a sufficient level of:    avoidance of stimuli associated with the trauma, such as certain thoughts or feelings, or talking about the event(s).    avoidance of behaviours, places, or people that might lead to distressing memories.    inability to recall major parts of the trauma(s), or decreased involvement in significant life activities.    decreased capacity (down to complete inability) to feel certain feelings.    an expectation that one’s future will be somehow constrained in ways not normal to other people.    D: PERSISTENT SYMPTOMS OF INCREASED AROUSAL NOT PRESENT BEFORE these are all physiological response issues, such as difficulty falling or staying asleep, or problems with anger, concentration, or hypervigilance.    E: DURATION OF SYMPTOMS FOR MORE THAN ONE MONTH if all other criteria are present, but thirty days have not elapsed, the individual is diagnosed with acute stress disorder.    F: SIGNIFICANT IMPAIRMENT the symptoms reported must lead to “clinically significant distress or impairment” of major domains of life activity, such as social relations, occupational activities, or other ‘important areas of functioning’” https://docs.google.com/document/d/1RsOsYvETKAH1j1iJI-wifjRu66pQsJ-PdDYS_DjIoXg/edit?usp=sharing