#evaalsunna

One thing I have to promise myself, I promise that I will try harder. I have survived the cold hollow winters, Heart breakers, trust wreckers, yet I am standing strong, to try harder and be stronger, Forgive and Move on. To a better person I will be, Every single day I am trying

I know quite sure that my ending will either be suicide or runaway

I even ended up falling for everything that is related to you, your star sign, your attitude, the way you represent yourself when you're shy, the way you laugh, the way you get angry, the way you look into things, the way you hold eye contact, the way you think, the brands you have, I watched my fingers turn into a mirror image of yours, as you held your cigarettes, your drink, the way you hold yourself carefully with elegance and quietness, the royalty of your thoughts, your jokes, and your words,,, And now everything I loved about you, became everything that I hate about myself.