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If u think about it his uptight race fits with the inner layer all the way up his neck is his collar #enlightened

thank u for the addendum to the post about marc getting surgery to address his septum deviation in late 2013, this is quite frankly an INSANE response. fortunately it does seem to be just the ravings of one individual and a record of a genuinely novel thought process never before put onto the internet until about a decade ago.

my brother chris has a closet similarly constructed a la shane's cottage atp however he has had all the logistics worked out unlike shane who had to rawdog this shit with his menace of a boyfriend

OKAY this is exactly the kind of early morning thinking i should be doing so to put our heads together anon: the marc alex thesis is...that i get incredibly sad when i think about them for too long because it's like how are two souls so inextricably bond together like this :(( alex wanted to be a mechanic on a team but marc kept encouraging him to race...when alex would wait for marc at parc ferme back when they raced in different categories and marc would just explode with all the joy his body couldn't contain upon seeing alex...the years where they won duo championships especially...the fact that they look nothing alike and altogether too similar. god. i also think about the fact that everyone said marc was a remarkably mature child for his age back when he was barely clearing the handlebars of a motobike, and also how he entered the premier class barely two decades on this earth. and honestly, how this sort of shielded alex from similar expectations paradoxically. marc was always the center of attention, so in a way this allowed alex to grow up in a way marc never could, because marc had to grow up no matter what; he came at the world too fast, his talent preceded his age. and i think ultimately alex is what keeps marc feeling normal and he is why marc can say with his full chest that he's a normal person even though, like, he's actually categorically insane. now as for alex's side it's like, he reciprocates this protection by removing himself as someone who needs to be protected in a situation. he's the one that marc can show his true face with, even though this could hurt him but alex understands this and he just. doesn't. he just gives all his priority to marc and none to himself and this is also a dangerous way to love. the fact that he has to be the one to tell marc not to race with diplopia is just insane to me too (unrelated but i had to mention it) because either marc would not stand to reason with anyone else or NO ONE ELSE WOULD TELL HIM THIS TRUTH. and it's like, even though alex has the most normal time with his career, marc still thinks its the most incredible thing every time alex wins, even though he's done it all before. alex is always waiting for marc, marc always goes to find alex.

now that you put it that way...!

yea once i wake up hopefully things will be clarified, thanks medical anon!

thanks anon...what is even going on anymore i dont think anyone here would actually survive 2015 in the flesh me included which is why all the old blogs are deactivated or abandoned

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