Imagine: MatthĂas getting jealous..
Pairing:Â MatthĂas x Reader (x Klemens)
Warnings: angsty, fluff, jealousy
A/N: For all the anons (and @myweirdfangirlstuff) that requested Hatari related imagines. (Big thank you to the anon with the idea to do a jealous MatthĂas imagine)
âThis is much scarier than I thought it would be.â I whisper softly only so Klemens could hear. Klemens chuckles softly, âItâs not that bad right?â I giggle in reply. Those boys find nothing scary. MatthĂas his eyes are fixed on the screen, following every move on the TV. âYou find nothing scary.â I giggle and playfully slap Klemens on his leg. âI find lots of things scary.â Klemens replies with a smirk on his face. âI find a lot of humans quite scary actually.â He says dead serious. I giggle at his response, typical. I lay my head back down on the pillow that is placed on Klemens his lap and he starts playing with my hair. âLuckily you arenât scary.â He giggles.
MatthĂas moves around under my legs, his hand still resting on my leg. âPlease stop talking during the film.â MatthĂas says dead serious. I sigh, letting him know I donât want to. I pout my lips and turn my face towards MatthĂas. He doesnât take his eyes of the screen to look at me. Klemens chuckles at my silliness. I sit up and put my arms around MatthĂas trying to get his attention. âY/N, stop fucking around.â MatthĂas sneers still not taking his eyes off the screen. That does it, the last few weeks MatthĂas has been acting strange. He acts cold and distant but never tellâs me what is on his mind. I slap his hand off my leg and stand up from the couch. Tears start welling but in my eyes. âKlemens, do you wanna come and watch the rest of the film in my room?â I cross my arms over my chest and shoot a hopeful look at Klemens. âIâll be right there.â He says softly avoiding eye contact with MatthĂas. Hoping to avoid any confrontation. MatthĂas his jaw clenches. He is clearly upset, but he would never tell me that.
I rush out of the living room, racing to our room and launching myself face first on the bed. Tears start rolling down my cheeks. I donât understand why he is acting like this, you canât just snap to someone you love like that. Itâs not fair. My door opens softly and Klemens appears in the doorway. âI donât like it when you guys are like this.â Klemens sighs sadly as he strokes my hair. âMatthĂas is shutting me out again, it has been like this for a couple of weeks now.â MatthĂas has always had trouble staying in touch with his feelings and talking about them. But recently he has started to shut me out, and ignore me. I donât know what I have done wrong. âYou know he doesnât deal with emotions very well, but he tries. He really does.â I sigh, he is right but what can I do? Every time is ask he walks away or goes quite. âItâs not fair Klemens. Why is it so hard? Canât you talk to him?â
âNo Y/N, as much as I love you guys this is between you two. Maybe you should ask him yourself?â Klemens softly says, kissing the top of my head. âBut what if he shuts me out again?â I cry into his chest. âYouâll just have to try and hope for the best. Hope is the only thing that keeps mankind from going on with life.â I sigh and look up at Klemens. He wipes the tears from my face and kisses my cheek. âI guess Iâll have to hope for the best then.â I whisper and slowly get up. âIâll be in my room if you need me.â Klemens smiles. I slowly walk down the hallway back to the living room. I wipe the tears of my cheeks and glance over to MatthĂas who is still staring at the screen. His jaw and fists clenched together.
â MatthĂas please tell me whatâs wrong?â I sigh desperately hoping he will answer me. Tears start rolling down my cheeks once again. MatthĂas slowly turns towards me, stands up from the couch and starts walking towards me. When he is right in front of me he stop, staring me in the eyes. I see something in his eyes I have rarely seen, hurt and anger. Why was he so angry?
âIâll tell you whatâs wrong.â He speaks with an ice cold tone. He takes another step, getting even closer to me. Our foreheads almost touching. âEverytime you speak with him, laugh with him, touch him this feeling of hurt and anger takes over me. I canât fucking stand it anymore.â He shouts with a hateful tone. âWhat the fuck are you talking about? Youâre being crazy, MatthĂas.â
âIâm not, I see the way you look at each other. You donât look at me like that.â
âYouâre jealous of how I act with Klemens? Are you kidding me! He is your best friend!â
âYes I am, you can only look at me like that. You are mine.â
I throw my hands up in the air out of frustration. âI love you, but you have been pushing me away. I can talk to Klemens, sometimes I want to be heard too you know. You just push me away.â A single tear rolls down my cheek. âI know you have the same connection with Klemens. So I donât see why you have to be jealous of him. I am yours.â I sigh and put my hands on both of MatthĂas his cheeks. He closes his eyes when he feels my touch. âI-I Itâs hard to see, I want to be the one you can talk to, but sometimes I donât know how.â MatthĂas speaks softly. He opens his eyes and wipes away a tear that has formed in his eyes. âI never felt like that before, it just made me feel so hurt and angry. But I see that it was foolish of me.â He kisses the top of my head. I wrap my arms around him and hold him close to me, never wanting to let go.