#esat

Brie Ruais, “Compressing from West and East, Six Times 135 lbs,” 2020,

Glazed stoneware, hardware,

 74 x 128 x 6 inches, 188 x 325 x 15 cm. 

Everyone in my house has things to do today/ tonight and I'm gonna be home alone and bored af and my little sister won't even let me smoke her like... quarter of a joint... (I know its her choice to not and has had issues with her ex being addicted to weed too) }:-( I'm already bored af. I literally said "I'm probably gonna drink" and shes like "that's okay :)" Like alcohol isn't a depressant and weed doesn't give you serotonin. Also it's not like I could go buy more post her tiny dreggs because I'm broke af so... Also I think Australia just has an alcohol problem and everyone is weird about weed.

Also I wish I had friends so I could go out to parties. Hahah.

I'm probably just gonna sleep all day again. I literally hate my life atm and if anyone was paying attention to my centrelink issues the newest update is that my medical exemption wasn't accepted because AVPD isn't a temporary condition it's a permanent one even though it can be managed over time so now I have to do a esat which means I'm (basically?) gonna be on disability(?)