#ersatzalias

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // I’m envious of youI’m envious of youI’m envious of youI’m envious of you // You’re smart // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

@ersatzalias

☃ - my muse has very mixed feelings about

Her lieutenant, Onuma. While Upa respects her, she doesn’t really enjoy her company. All the encounters she’s had with the Keeper have left sort of a bad taste in her mouth. Now, this doesn’t mean she straight up doesn’t like Onuma, and she’s certainly open to getting to know her better. But for now, she’s on the fence about her.

♛ - my muse admires

(Oh, golly.)

Yuulis looks up from the book in her lap as Nobuna, her sworn enemy, sticks a flower in her hair. In one fluid movement, she knocks the flower out and Nobuna’s hand away. 

delicious goat bacon

Akrielle fears death, though only enough to get the thrill out of coming close to it. As both her fighting style and past actions let on, though she can quickly accept it if it means aiding her allies. She has been brought back from the brink of death many times after she took her sort of self-damaging fighting style to the extreme, and each time, be it true or not, she feels as though her brush with death helped her grow. It's honestly like a drug. She's fucked up in that way.

Regrets? Many. Her most recent one is the situation on Emberbed. She feels as though Kharoco and herself were personally responsible for that fuckup, though she places most of the blame on herself as she made a promise before the spirits there. She nearly gave her life for it. It's been tormenting her to the point where she feels she's no longer fit for the mantle of shaman. At his point, you can even say she lost her fear of death. She feels like her life without shamanism is a life without meaning. 

This was like... one month after she came back from her first little "soul quest". And now she's on another, though that'll likely be cut short by the Iron Horde stuff that's coming into play, soon.