#erikacle

If you enjoy seeing me on your dash, send me a ♡.

I bet you weren’t expecting me to write a letter like this.  I’m not even sure if it’s going to be delivered, if you’ll read it.. But well, here goes nothing.

I wish I could tell you we’re okay, that I’m okay, that the group is holding up well with Sunny as a leader. But you and I both know that’s utter bullshit. It’d be an understatement to say that you basically threw everyone off... At least with Jessica we knew it was coming.. You just disappeared.

You left when we, when I needed you the most. And it hurts. It still hurts an awful lot. It’s hard for me to put down my feelings about this. You know why, I know you do. 

I just think I wanna know... wanna understand why you left, or mainly why you left so out of the blue. It’d be nice to have known, so we could’ve prepared a bit for the blow, so we could’ve lived more easily without all the pain you’ve brought upon us. 

I don’t get it... but I guess you’re happier this way... Please just don’t disappear from my life forever. 

Forever, it’s Girls’ Generation