It’s me, your friendly neighborhood trans dude trying his best not to burn down the mirrors due to dysphoria-

At least if she rejects me then I’ll have an excuse for why I stayed rather than having to admit to the fact that she didn’t want me lol- what excuse? The one that’ll probably lead to my tragic demise in which I'll regret every moment of this wretched curiosity until the day I die. Ignorance treats the heart better, but it kills humanity within you. Knowledge kills your soul, hurts your heart and your humanity is still fucked but at least you've got some of that bitch left enough to care about the world around you in a pretentious social justice manner. Oh well- canary in a coalmine type shit.