#equius why

Don't you hate it when you leave your computer for a few hours and you come back to a hundred of Equius-es all over your screen

SO ASH AND KURLOZ ARE DOING SUPERSTUCKINTOFROZEN? HERE LET ME JOIN YOU

I had this written a while back after Trial 1, but rewrote it after Trial 2. What if Equius' insecure thoughts about his strength and self-thoughts of being a monster and those brief suicidal thoughts he had erupt into psychosis and a drive to take lives? I don't have vocals for this yet, so for now, just imagine the lyrics going along with it, and stick around to the end. Yeah, it's that song. You know, the one everyone knows from Frozen.

Something Big - Equius Zahhak

(Original Song - Let it Go)

The moon glows bright on the island tonight Not a body to be seen Put myself in isolation, Cause it looks like I’m scary and mean. The wind is howling like this lonely wolf inside Couldn’t keep it in, been two times I've tried Don’t let them in, don’t let them see Be the monster you were cursed to be Conceal, don’t feel, don’t let them know Well, now they know Let it go, let it go Can’t restrict myself anymore Let it go, let it go Bellow out a raging roar I don’t care What they’re going to say Let the beast rage on, My strength never bothered me anyway It’s funny how some pointed shades Are such a fucking deal Try to do a deed of kindness Turned to a means to kill Just fuck them all, my few friends too Fuck this island, and the ocean blue Aleesa, Ash, Nepeta see They don't need me! Let it go, let it go I am the one who deserves to die Let it go, let it go I'll only make you cry I am STRONG And that's not okay Put this damn horse down My power burns through my fists and to my feet My soul is blazing in this iron body that can't be beat And an idea tremors the earth like a giant slam I’m ready to attack, The past is to be damned Let it go, let it go And I'll rise like the break of dawn Let it go, let it go The perfect moirail's gone Here I stand In the moonlit night Let this horse rage on, Something big's gonna happen tonight

I just got my spiffy new phone back and immediately went to work putting all the silly  stuff on it that I had on my previous darling phone (that was stolen from me! -sob). I am a huge lame-o and of course went straight to the Homestuck notification/ringtones (because I am on a one-way train to lameville, there's no stoppin') and somehow managed to forget I already set my sounds/tones/bluhwhathaveyou.